I guard my true name as a means of not allowing myself to be succeptable to anything new. I have a series of events happening all around San Antonio, TX as this is where I was born and raised. A few outside of Texas.
It started when I was (I want to say) 7 years old, I lived in an older house on a relatively older side of town from what I understand. I can remember standing at the staircase to my front door which was downstairs for hours on end, my mother has told me to this day that nothing could get me to budge. She said I would stand there for long periods of time and when I would finally move, it was usually across the house into my safe place (which was under the dining room table). Then I wouldn't come out until she made sure everything was safe.
Later on in life I started having dreams of this situation in such detail that I could tell you that the entity was wearing a private school get up. In my dreams I would stand there behind my younger self staring down the stairs, when the entity would get to the top my younger half would run.
3 years later my older sister becomes pregnant and is having horrible dreams that she could not remember. I would sleep in her bed kind of trying to make her feel safe or something but I would stay awake for days on end staring at the corner. Anytime that I took my eyes off of the corner I would return to it and there would be a black shadow kind of in the form of a boy sitting in the corner. He stayed there in her shadows until she had my nephew, the entity then went away.
Approximately 5 years after that I was walking home in the dark, I was coming back from a holloween party. I witnessed a car accident in which a person had hit a transformer and the street lights went out. I remember running over as to check on the guy (who got out of the car safely and unharmed just a bit frazzled). I asked him how his passenger was and he said he didn't have one, I personally found this as hard to believe seeing as how I had seen with my own eyes someone get out of the side and walk off after looking at me.
A bit happened in between then and now that didn't really bother me reguarding I guess sightings. But, recently I have came across about a three year streak in which I have one individual entity that I feel is following me. Now being that I am positive I have dealt with situations similar I don't cower easily. Somedays it becomes a staredown with fear of if I turn I will not have the oppurtunity to make out what I am truly seeing. Mostly comes and goes depending on my mood, and my I guess mental weakness at the time. Recently I came across sunburnt eyes, (welders know what I am speaking of). It is when you stare at the flare coming off of the weld and or catch a glimpse of the flare coming off of the weld. I had extended exposure and had temporary blindness.
So forth, now my current issue is I have been seeing this entity more often and for longer periods of time. When its not for a long period of time it is very defined. It looks to me to be just a person, a dark shadow, a wronged person. I do not know how to approach this situation seeing as most times I just ignored and it ignored me but now its so definite. I have seen this entity throughout my trips to Louisiana, Texas, New Mexico, Colorado, and Mississippi. I am leaving for Florida in four weeks. Is it going to follow me? If so what can I possibly do to get rid of it?. Oh missed information sorry, The entity that follows me now has never entered my residence, I see him through windows and outside. Never has he crossed the threshold. What should I do?