Hey everyone, I've been on this sight for a while and I was hoping some of you might have some insight on my problem here. So here goes. I've always been able to see things out of the corner of my eye, when I was younger, however in my teenage years these abilities have persisted to the point where I could actually see spirits or what not.
Not as clear as you might imagine, more like a chalk outline, but you could still see the faces with no sound. This only started in my teen years when I was in a very bad place in my life, but who isn't during those times? I have other things going for me spiritual wise as well that I might talk about another time, but for now I should concern myself with a more serious issue.
The whole incident started about four years ago while I was a young teen, during my not so great times. My brother had just moved back in with me and my mom with his girlfriend and her cat. I had a cat as well for the record. My brother had felt he was being haunted before he moved in for a year then, saying that he had taken a picture of his car, and on his hood he saw the imprint of a demonic figure settled into the dust. He had taken a picture with his cell phone, but I had never gotten to see, or wasn't interested in it.
Anyway, at the time, the spiritual world peaked my interest and I had gotten obsessed with television programs that explored such ideas as spirits, heaven, hell and even haunting s..., ironic I know, though I had never actually seen anything in real life at that point, so I was skeptical about it all.
When my brother moved back in with his girlfriend, I spent a lot of time in my room alone, still do, and I began to feel worse about everything..., I don't' even know how to put it, like I hated the world and everyone in it and wanted it to burn. I began to see persistent visions of death and demonic faces that bothered me all throughout the hours of the night. I still remember those faces, but they no longer bother me after having them in my head for years, and now they are almost gone completely, along with the ill intent for humanity.
Back to the story. Though you would think this would be all in my head, just the mental making of a messed up kid right? My head got riddled with strange things to the point were I would have conversations with whatever was causing all my pain, but still, this was only the beginning.
One night when I had finally came out of my room to watch some T.V with my brother and his girlfriend I started to walk into the living room where they were, and I noticed the two cats sitting with their heads down starring at the darkness in front of the television. I thought nothing off it and sat down next to my brother and his girlfriend who seemed to be in a hazy state or maybe just tired. The room felt very chilly and creepy with most of the lights off except for the television, at the time I was still afraid of the dark with good reason. Anyway, we sat there watching T.V until my eyes started to focus on the darkness in front of the television, where the cats had, and were still starring.
I started to notice something strange..., a form of a figure, I followed the tale of the thing, at this point I started to have chills running up my spine. I focused on the figure in front of me and as it began to be clear, I was frozen with fear..., like seeing it gave me that intense fear. I saw its entire body at that point, and I noticed another by the side of it, they both looked alike. They were on all fours with their tail upright like a cats. I looked deep into one of their eyes, and it glared back at me with its pitch black eyes, darker than the darkness around it. I quickly got up and said calmly with panic in my voice "You see that..." I said. "See what?" My brother asked as I kept my vision on the two demonic looking figures.
"YOU DON'T SEE THAT!" I started to panic and damn near shake. I backed up into the hallway when I knew the two wouldn't, or couldn't do anything, or even see the damn things! I stood in the hallway for a minute, keeping my eyes on the things, practically mystified, wondering if what I was seeing was real?! My brothers girlfriend cat probably wondered the same thing as I watched it approach one of the figures. At that point I was practically crying by the intensity of the situation, and worried about the cat. The cat went up and started sniffing exactly where one of those things were standing. The cat, out of the blue, sprinted away, right past me through the alleyway, scratching the wooden floor and running into the bathroom to puke.
That confirmed my fears..., those things were definitely real! I went back to my room after that with my cat, and even after what had happened to their cat, the poor little thing, they still didn't believe a word I said, so I said screw it and went to bed. Now here lies the real problem, those things never left my brother, and his newly formed family alone, to the point of possessing my brothers girlfriend and making her try and kill her six month old. My brother ran out of his apartment one night with his son in his hands as his girl tried to get at the kid.
My brother got messed up by her. He said she had a deeper voice and she was much stronger than even him! She was saying in that deep voice to give her the kid so she could kill it, in more vulgar terms though. The neighbors had to pull my brothers girl off of him after he gave one of the neighbors the baby to hold while my brother's girlfriend tackled him and tried to kill him with her bare hands, which is definitely not like her to do anything physical or even yell.
My brother's girlfriend was in a very bad place at the time as well. After that they definitely got scared and had a priest bless their apartment, but that didn't solve the problem for long. Now they are having new activity of whatever s haunting them, and I'm worried for their kid's safety as well. Since the first incident they have had three kids, and recently a new born, and I feel I must try and protect them somehow by confronting this evil, or whatever the hells going, but if a priest cant' solve the problem, how useful can I be?
Actually though, they stayed with us recently, and for just about seven months had no activity, my only guess to that is united we stand or something like that, though the only thing that's changed in the years is me becoming more at peace with the world. Though you have to give it for my mom having Angels and Jesus pictures and crosses around, I'm sure that helped, but now that their out on their own again, and the activity is back, I'm worried for their safety, and I don't want them to be alone, but that would be an extremely crowded house for two family's, and I feel helpless in the situation, I'm hoping they'll go see another priest for help if it ever gets bad again.
Sorry for the long story, but I needed to tell someone that would understand, if only just a little bit.
Thanks for your time, and if any of you have any advice, it definitely would be appreciated.