A couple of nights ago I got my first visitation from my new friend. Kinda tripped me out a bit since I am 38 and spent 14 years of my life in Army special operations. Kinda accustomed to the strange and don't scare too easily. Laying there and I started to feel the sheets tighten up around my legs and slowly move up to where my brain spends most of its time. I gotta tell you she really knows how to get things started. So, I entertained the advances and I gotta say I didn't mind to much. Oral and I can feel her when she is actually on me. My issue is and this is what slightly pisses me off. How do I know if it is really a girl/succubus and not some sick male/incubus only playing pretend to be a girl?
As an added note. This went down with me sleeping a foot from a bible and a gold cross on my neck. Not sure if it makes any difference. Also something wierd I found a thin piece of copper wire twisted in the shape of a broken triangle. Laying on my privates.
Biggest issue is she is tenacious and really doesn't want to let me sleep. How can she actually generate heat? Why does the Lords prayer and the cross I wear and the bible within easy reach have no affect. I can hear her whisper in my ear. I even video taped one of the encounters you can see the sheets moving and see them slide down as she is playing. I can feel the pressure of her when she is on me and the heat she gives off. I asked her name but it is hard to make out. It is either Mellisa or Lilitha. At first I thought she said Alexandra, but when I asked again she quickly corrected me by saying "No that is not my name" which I heard clearly. Any thoughts on this from anyone? BTW, she can read my thoughts.