Ever since I was little I've always believed in the supernatural, the house I grew up in was haunted. It all started when I was six, I had been hearing noises in the room next to me, things would get chucked around, there was screaming and scratching all the time. Things started getting stranger, I'd fall down the stairs a lot; almost as if I was pushed, things would move and hit me. At this point I didn't feel too scared, but at the age of 7 I got dragged off the top bunk of my bed. I was pulled step by step, breaking 3 rips and my ankle.
This carried on until I was 15 and moved, I was battered and bruised all the time. I saw black shadows in the dark, a figure with pure red eyes. I then begun to hear voices, my moods couldn't not be controlled in the slightest.
I moved to a different area of England, but somehow it followed me here. Things were quiet again for a while, I could only see the eyes watching me, hear it talking to me. I'm now 18 and things are getting worse. I'm hurting myself again, but whenever I do this, I hear a voice telling me to do it, to hurt myself.
I feel my skin being scratched, breathing down my neck, I wake up in the night feeling as though something is pulling my legs, I end up with what is between a claw and a hand print burned into my skin. It's getting worse, I feel cold all the time, and feel as though I am losing myself. I try not to fear this, but I cannot. I don't know what to do anymore.
Can anyone relate to this, or give me advice?