Confusion

I will just elaborate my stories little by little. I know there are a lot of people who can help me here, thinking that way... I am relieved *sigh*.

As what I have said in my story, I am confused whether I do have this what we call "gift" or not.

Way back to the year of 2011, I went hiking with my colleagues. We all agreed to stay away from the noise of the city and went somewhere far for a little while. As a result, we decided to go to Quezon Province. Everyone was so excited. Filled with excitement, I didn't even realize that it's already late in the afternoon and we were going up and down to a narrow road. It is very slippery and it was really quiet. You can even hear the buzzing sound of the insects and the wind that swiftly blows. Good thing we do have 4 guys that we can rely on.

I am used to "province like" houses because I was born in a country side. But, to my great surprise, the house is not made up of woods that I was thinking. It's kind of old and a bungalow. I whispered to myself, "ah, more comfortable".

As we entered, there you go again, my senses were awake and I heavily stepped in and sat on an old couch. The place is not a house, it is more on like a little church. I can see a big Mama Mary's statue in front (good thing it's not weird statues, or else I am going to punch my friend!:D] and some mini statues.

I roamed around the place, I saw a little door and stairs going to the underground of the house. I heard some footsteps. I was about to go but my friend held my hand. And then I told her, "Maybe Stephen (our colleague) was doing something out there, I want to help him" and then she was surprised. I asked her, "Why are you looking at me like that?" She told me that no one lives there ever since she was born. But, I silently insisted it in my mind, I heard some footsteps there and it seems like he/she was playing. I just let it pass.

While we were already eating our dinner, I heard my friend's mom talking to her, "Sleep early and don't stay up late." I was surprised with the way her mom reminded us, it was like a warning. I asked my friend about it and she told me that the footsteps I heard awhile ago was actually a spirit of a boy. I didn't ask for further explanation. My friend has third eye but whenever she sees apparitions, she'll just stay quiet. She doesn't want to scare us. That's why she was surprised when I actually said what's on her mind.

I will squeeze every experiences I had so that I can finally find the answer. Whatever your reactions are, I will truly appreciate it.