The Curse

I don't believe in ghost or other beings that moves among the living. I don't know what's wrong with me but I keep on seeing things that are not usual. It started when I was 9, I asked for a special friend under a mango tree then after a day my mother's friend told my mama that there's something wrong with me. She asked an albularyo to help me and since then things changed.

At first I can only sense that there is something wrong with a certain place or I can feel the negativity of that area, then as the years passed things are getting harder to accept. I can now see people that are going to die. I was able to see the death of my relatives. I also saw the death of some of my friends and people that are not related to me and the worst part is I am seeing images of people that don't exist anymore. Souls that are still playing with the living.

Last June 2014 we had an outreach program in Baler and stayed in the house of one of the Kagawad's in that baranggay. We are packing the goodies while having our drinking session then an image of a boy passed in front of me, I thought it was the care taker but when I checked the direction where he's going I saw that his feet are not touching the ground. I asked the people who are with me if they saw what I saw but they did not see anything and they laughed at me, then someone who also has the same curse that I have told me that he felt the presence of the thing that passed, my friends left the session hall after the incident. Next incident happened November the same year during my first hike in Norzagaray, we lost track of the trail goin down from the mountain, a friend tried to find our way back but then suddenly an unknown image followed her so I ran towards her as fast as I could to check if I can see the form of the thing that followed her. The image disappeared when I got near her but every time that are we losing the trail the image keeps on showing and I think that it's pointing us to the right direction going down to the town at first I am hesitant to tell my friends of what I saw but I cannot control it because it's disturbing me, then the girl who was being followed by the image told me that she heard a voice pointing her to go to the right direction we all got scared but still thankful that we found the right track. March 21 2015 I went to my boss's birthday party in Tarlac, after the celebration we all slept at her aunt's house. The morning after we had our breakfast I went inside the room where our bags are placed to get my toothbrush. After brushing my teeth I saw an image of an old lady asking for help to change her clothes in the other room. I thought that was their Lola so I smiled at her and went out I did not give her a hand because I saw the cousin of my Boss near the room and thought that he will take care of it. On our way back to Manila I asked my boss what's the name of the old lady in that room. She stared at me and asked me if I am serious, I nodded and gave her the details of the person I saw then she told me that the only old lady in their family is her lola and no other old lady lives in their house. Fu** is the only word came out from my mouth after. Up to now I am still wondering who is that old lady that I saw.

Sorry for the grammar. I just want to share the curse that I have.