The following incidents are recent happenings after my previous post.
These days I have been waking up sometime between 2 - 4 am and I am wide-awake. There are no unpleasant feelings when I wake up, it doesn't feel like someone woke me up forcefully like before. I feel like something or someone needs my help when I wake up and wants me to talk to it. Sometimes I think it is divine and sometimes I feel it's pretending to be good until I communicate. There has been some days that I happen to have a nice sleep too.
I have been protecting myself very well before I hit bed. I have smudged my house multiple times over the last 2 - 3 weeks, I regularly burn incense, and I pray to God and meditate daily. In spite of these things, the following experiences make me wonder about what is going on.
One of the nights, I woke up around 3 am and I could smell something burning (the closest thing I could imagine was corn on a grill like how they do in some fairs). It wasn't a bad smell and I was wide-awake, still in my bed. I did not get up and check around the apartment, partly because I didn't want to see anything/anyone else that would freak me out.
When I woke up on one of the mornings, my night lamp was switched off (not by me) - I remember that I kept waking up that night multiple times between 2 am and 4 am. I am sure that the light was on then. There were a couple of other things that were switched off before but I had dismissed it since I didn't remember well. This one, I am very sure that I hadn't switched it off.
I get dreams, which wake me up by 2 - 3 am, and then I lay awake for sometime. I sometimes sense some presence around me but I have a feeling that it can never harm me since I am very well protected. This doesn't tire me out in the mornings and I wake up really fresh. I have joined aerobics classes recently thinking that some physical activity will put an end to my waking up but it hasn't help. I used to sleep through the night very well previously and never had the habit of waking up at night normally.
I am unable to decide if I should talk to 'it' (if there is something) when I wake up at night. Any suggestions?
How do I know if it is a good or bad soul that's waking me up?
I sometimes wonder if I am just imagining stuff that doesn't exist and its more psychological. I haven't communicated with any entities so far (I haven't tried an ouija board etc etc) and hence not very comfortable with the idea of talking to something that I don't know about.
Why is it choosing 2 - 4 am to wake me up and not any other time after I sleep?
Also I get the feeling that it's not stronger than me to harm me, but should it give me the confidence to explore more or should I leave it just as it is? I don't know.
thank you for your post! Nice to know that your friends don't have to live with the entity anymore. In my case, I guess I want to believe my condition is due to medical issues but somehow can't convince myself.
More updates:
I don't have major problems with sleep these days, but sometimes something reminds me of the existence. I haven't had any vertigo after my previous episode which is good.
One of the nights at around 3 am, the fire alarm in my bed room started beeping all on a sudden, it beeped for quite sometime and then stopped by 4 am or so, it dint beep again. I was deep in sleep, took a while to realise where the sound is coming from (I was scared to the core since initially it looked like the sound was coming from the air) and sat on the bed chanting and praying, I was really freaked out. The next morning, my landlady changed the battery and it never beeped again. It must have been a coincidence but I had felt a presence in the room with me, later when I went back to sleep after the beeping stopped, I heard a male and a female (I was half asleep-half awake). The female whispered a name in my ear (consisting of a first, middle and last name) and when I woke up around 5 am, I could remember her first and last name. I went back to sleep and later when I got up at 8 am or so, I forgot her name totally. Why did the fire alarm beep during the odd hour and not any other time is what rises question in my mind! There are 3 firealarms in my apartment and only the one in the bedroom beeped.
I sometimes feel that a lot of my energy is leaking out through my footsoles somedays and I wake up tired (my bed position is east-west).
Right now, I am baffled if its a medical condition or if its something paranormal. I think I will need to wait and watch.