Most of you people know my situation with a shadow person I call Jamie. Well I've finally returned home from visiting my family in El Paso and returned home. I was nervous about the thought of returning and silently prayed to God for protection and cried like a baby. My mom didn't notice, being angry with my negative, non-responsive attitude that my Grandmother had said about me. Being in a family that blew me of as a crazy person didn't help with improving my confidence in returning. Anyways onto my story,
The instant we pulled up in the driveway, I looked at the side of the house and saw Jamie staring at me. A shadow of a man or boy and felt a rush of excitement coming off him. He was happy I had returned while I felt the opposite and wanted to run away to my friend house. I had grabbed a couple of suitcases and felt him running up to me, which set me into coward-mode and hightailed it inside and hugged my dad who I hadn't seen in three long weeks. I walked out and saw him again and I just stared at him for a moment before walking back to the car to grab the remaining bags and ran back inside. I know I was being a coward and half regret doing it when he only wanted to say hello. I can't shake my feeling of him unlike my ability to be comfortable around my other ghostie who stayed at my Grandparents house.
A few hours later after getting scolded for my behavior at my Grandparents, I finally managed to sleep in my room, I had made my mom bless my room so nothing evil could enter and I felt something enter, I felt there were two this time one was Jamie and the other I had a gut feeling that it was my dog who had died recently, Barney. We have his ashes that is next to my mother's side of the bed along with another box that hold my dog P.J.'s remains. My house didn't have that tension filled feeling anymore and had a light, relaxed one instead. I woke up at around 5-6 in the morning due to my dad going to work and I crawled in with my mother and wasn't bothered afterwards though my dog continued to lick me and stare at a wall.
What should I do for now?
I'm not feeling like how I felt when I first started seeing him but he still scares the living daylights of me.
EmeraldAngel aka Katherine...