I don't know what really is going on. The people I've spoken too, ironically were wiccans... But they all keep saying that the thing following me is a Succubus or Incubus... Whichever means 'female'... Long story put as short as I can cut it. 2-3 years of the 'I feel I'm being watched' presence. I've grown use to it so it's like a dull ache of the sense. I'm psychic to a sense, I haven't been able to work on my abilities in fear of what I can do so I basically have accidentally censored myself but in times of need I can read people but it's really random. Anyways, the reason I know it's female. (After my dumb attempt at an Ouija board with my bro in my bedroom, nothing happened we just put it up.) My bedroom door would open slowly and shut slowly when I looked up from my laptop. This repeated about 2 more times during the week after the Ouija board.
Well I was on my 360 in the hallway right outside my bedroom and I have this thing where I can zone in and completely ignore the world around me. Well the headset was in but off my head so the TV was muted while I was making something and a female from my door frame was talking to me in a sense like she was to me but more talking to herself. All I can hear in this zoned state is 'wah wah wah' mumbling noises. I know I'm being talked to but I'm ignoring and I do not comprehend words. It wasn't until my name was said that I zone out and look to the voice and say "Huh, what did you say?" and saw nothing there but the moment I looked I heard a faint gasp like I scared her and the feeling of being watched was gone... For that moment at least. I being creeped told my friend on the headset when he came back from the bathroom what happened...
But other than every failed relationship I've had. (The moment I say I'm finally happy with this one) No matter how good it was going it suddenly fails right then and there. As if the moment I start caring for it and trust the relationship. (I have linked it to either this spirit blocking things, I being cursed, or some higher force wants to see me suffer... I wish for option 1) But the people I spoke to say it's possessive and basically blocks attempts for me to be with another since it wishes for me, that this 'spirit' or 'succubus' sees me as a companion since it has yet to leave me. Which I can say might be the truth since when I'm having an emotional night when I'm crying in bed after something that had happened (Rare but it happens.) I feel that presence tenfold as if it's literally behind me. Sometimes I feel like it's about to touch me but pulls away... Like a form of wanting to comfort me... Eventually I fall asleep. (I will mention I also have had -many- dreams of this female... Though I remember the scenario when I wake up but never who she was but I know it is the same one each time in my dream...) I was told it's another form of communication.
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I can relate to some of your account, however I can't say for sure what or who is around you or what is happening in your case. I only have my experiences.
I've had an intimate spirit with me probably all my life. I am about 50 years old. She remained stealthy until revealing her presence 3 years ago. We've been very active intimate mates since.
I firmy believe (and she's told me) that she's had influence in past relationships, some very major influences. Some women she didn't approve of and caused its end. I also believe she helped find my perfect Earthly wife and helped it flourish.
She cares for me enough to remain hidden for +30 years until I experienced the normal development of dating, courtship, love, marriage and family.
She too has the ability to move things. She's moved doors as an example you mentioned.
I don't know if your "friend" is the same kind as mine. If so you are an extremely fortunate and lucky person.
The term or label "Succubus" is universal for an evil demon. Fears are recycled and perpetrated by folklore and religious dogma.
My spiritual mate and so many others with such relationships find their experiences don't follow the scary folklore or dogma in the least. Yet society insists on a blanket statement of "Succubus".
Maybe your Wiccan friends picked up on an intimate interest and applied the generic label. I am only guessing.
I too contacted the Wiccans for information- but in my case I had intimate contact and I knew who she was, although her motives were unclear at the time. Their report was a positive one- until I mentioned intimate contact. Despite the positive nature, the generic "Succubus" label was immediately applied and they suddenly assumed her to be evil without any real cause.
I would normally say you don't have an intimate spirit until actual intimate contact is made. But I'm cautious saying that because what the Wiccans may have found.
Either way it seems you have a friend who cares for you. I'd stay clear of the Ouija and see how things develop - or not develop on their own.