I know it's a lot but bear with me please.
Ever since I can remember I've have had paranormal experiences and they still occur even today. I don't know if I'm physic or if I'm attracted to things or even imagining them. I've had some really scary experiences I have never shared them with anybody except my mom but if feel like she doesn't care what I go through sometimes. My mom always try's to put things off. I've had a lot of experiences every where I go even when I'm walking somewhere. There are a couple of places I feel very unconformable in. I've only had a few scary ones.
I remember when I was about 12 me and my mom, my cousin and uncle moved into this big old house that looked like someone hadn't lived there for years but regardless of it we moved in. I had a lot of incidents in this house one of them I will never forget. My mom had gone to work early in the morning so did my uncle and cousin I was the only one there since school had been over. I had woken up to say goodbye to my mom after that I fell asleep for a usually long time.
I remember feeling as if someone was trying to pull my back to the wall I could feel like it had claws but I couldn't wake up the only thing I could do was open my eyes and the only thing I could see was a white mist after a few seconds I was able to wake up and my shirt had been pulled back like if someone had actually been trying to pull me back. I was so scarred that I called my mom she told she was going to be home soon and to wait but it felt like forever when she finally got home I told her what happened but she pretended like it didn't happen.
Another incident just happen about two days ago when my bed was shaking but again I couldn't wake up and I could feel the right side of my body going numb it was shaking so rapidly and I could also hear voices. All through out my life I've felt like something has been following me everywhere I go. Sometimes I get scarred and sometimes I feel protected. I've had so many things happen that I can even remember how many things I've gone through.
I'm seeing and hearing thing I shouldn't be. I can feel things I shouldn't be feeling. My dreams are becoming nightmares almost every night. Should I talk to someone like a pro or what, I need answers.
Please help thing are getting worse.