My Lost Cat

Ten years ago I lost my cat, his name was Miki. My father lost him when he was drunk, but is ok or so I thought. When me and my mom moved out of my dad's place, I started to feel like my lost cat was there, and even thought like a cat was walking on my legs to get a position to sleep, I asked my mom if the cat of the owners got in but she told me no...

Now that I am back at the place I lived before, I started to see in the corner of my eye a black shadow like my cat (have another black cat again), I thought it was him and so I turned around to call him and cuddle him, but when I turned around there wasn't anyone or sometimes my cat was sleeping on my bed. Sometimes I feel like I am watched or that there is someone here with me when I am home alone.

One day me and my boyfriend were making something to eat, my cat was on the fridge, but on the corner of my eyes I saw a black form almost running under the table and I was like what the? I looked for my cat and he was still on the fridge, my boyfriend saw the same thing thought the black form went to the living room, we were like do we see things or what?

I think my lost cat wants to say hi and say he is still here with me when I need someone.

Maybe this is just my imagination that I want my lost cat to visit me or something, or I just think it is him, maybe it is something else I don't really know but I really hope it is my lost cat and not something evil or stuff like this.

Sorry if I did ramble alot...