Unexplained Experiences When Alone

A little relief to know that the boat I'm riding in isn't empty with just me being in it, BUT rather filled with people of similar interest. I have been experiencing different paranormal activities since I was 20yrs old. You may laugh at this but at that time I didn't even know what "paranormal activity" is or how do you term such experiences. I didn't have the Internet at that time to research until I got 25.

This is my first paranormal post ever. I live in a country where the temperature is most of the time, 40-45 degrees of heat with humidity soaring above you every now and then. Why I mentioned this is because when I say that I felt a "Chilled Feeling" around me, you know that I'm not joking. "40 degree Celsius = 104 degree Fahrenheit". We do have central cooling at homes, schools, work but when it hot outside you do feel the Heat.

Between age of 20-25:

I often had a feeling when I was held by some "X Force" and when I yelled or tried to free myself there was no hope. That often freaked me out and all I could do was to cover my face with my sheet and read my Prayers as much as I could. I also used to smell different fragrances: sometimes Fresh Coffee beans or Fresh Flowers. At work I've often felt Chilled Temp behind me while using the Photocopier.

Age 27-29:

These experiences have taken a new level.

(a) I have a feeling to being watched by someone but when I look it's gone.

(c) I've felt weight on myself but that's very rare.

(d) If an 'X Force' captures me, I'm strong enough to let loose after a little struggle and now I'm not scared and I face it.

Helpful Iphone Apps 3GS: (Phantom Radar & GhostOMeter) give me an indication that 2 or 3 Forces are present in my room when I have a feeling that someone is there.

RECENT:

(a) I sleep alone in my room and a week back there are strange BANGS on the wall after Midnight.

1st Day: I woke up from sleep around 1:30am looking at the wall near the balcony door and then went back to sleep.

3rd Day: Again a bang, this time said: "Please lemme sleep, I have to get up early."

4th Day: 2 Bangs at 3:00am. This time I got up without fear, walked to the balcony door and opened it and stood at a distance and waved my hand indicating "Mr. X" to walk out if it wants to and then I came back and slept. Then it was quiet.

SHADOWS:

I've taken too much of your time hence I'll be short on this.

The shadows never leave me. At home when I'm alone (Day or Night), go alone to cook, at work even at a Restaurant I recently visited. Went to wash my hands & whoosh above my head and I was like, "Hey, welcome to the restaurant. Wish I could offer you food but enjoy yourself".

I've consulted various religious scholars during my years. It stops for a while but then again continues but now I'm very much used to of all this. The good part is that they have never caused me any harm. They seem to be good forces. I hope they stay the same. Hence this feeling has made me carry on my research to know what's "Beyond the Veil".