Comments for Two Little Boys: Page 4

DARKNESS, its always a pleasure to hear from you young matie, as I pointed out to BadJuuJuu... At the time I had this experiences and I probably should have stated this better in my story, there wasn't any real emotional guilt, I think now, considering all the experiences I have had, as I get older... My reflections and desire to move forward with resolution, is to put how I feel about them out there and accept what follows in reply I can't talk about this with anyone else young mate, I'am grateful here that all of you so far are understanding and considerate to the circumstances of what happen, it does help me understand and accept my actions in life,

Cheers mate 😁

Moonshadow, thank you for your kind words, I too can relate to your sentiments in regards to the light of the great spirit (really like that phrase) and crossing over, we could be here all day talking I also agree, it is hard to know why they were before me, there is a reason for everything and perhaps one day I'll know more about this one until then as you so rightly put it, live and learn... May the light of the great spirit shine upon you and your family as well.
cheers mate😁

Pete16, absolutely agree 100 percent, I came here last year after my mother died, so I could heal my heart and soul, thanks to those wonderful warm hearted people like granny cosmogal and co, I now have closure in my heart mind and soul, I also have come her to learn and I realized quickly that sharing these experiences and opening up my mind to others, was a better solution for my own spiritual development and path, I would like to think also that I have something to give... Works both ways I hope, thank you for comment.

Cheers Daz 😁

Hello cosmogal, good to here from you too good friend, hope things are all good, my❤and best wishes to you and your family, yeah you could be right they may well be connected, what eats at me now, is the fact for a second time, I had pushed that child away if it were him, perhaps he was trying to be acknowledge, I appreciate your words of comfort I know its not my fault, but I am a family man my children are my life, thank you for your thoughts Jenn😁❤

BadJuuJuu, I do agree that your theory in regards to ones own feelings or feelings of guilt or shame could sub consciously manifest itself into some type of visible form... But I can tell you this, I only feel like that now not then, the abortion was some 22 years ago, although my story may describe my feelings now, I can honestly say during this experience nothing was stimulating through my emotions or thoughts that could have fabricated this experience and as you rightly pointed out, the fact that my mother saw him, was enough for me to know that these boys and my experience were real, I have tried to set myself a task here at YGS of only submitting stories I feel I can confirm were real, or at least a strong intuition, much appreciated your thoughts and consideration, thank you for taking the time to reply, best wishes.

Daz😁

Aussie: Wow... Where to start...#1. No reason to apologise... Mistakes are what make us "human"...Sorry about all that happening to you, and your wife...I'm sure she feels it everyday...

I think the two boys were the ones you lost, and were visiting you... But I also think the one, the dark haired boy, probably had some rough questions for you... The other boy was possibly trying to get you to communicate with the one in the closet, and they both gave up when you didn't...

This is a silly question perhaps, but did the light haired boy look anything like your son Travis?...I feel you have a special connection with him, and it may have been HIM, before he graced you with his birth...

As always, great story, and you know how I love the food for thought... Thanks for posting 😊 ❤

Hey aussie - I've lost 5 babies and for quite awhile I thought maybe my "little girls" where a couple of them. I was told that they are not. I'm not sure if it brings me peace or not. I don't want their souls here. But it's nice to think they might be watching over us.

How long had you been seeing the first boy before the other boy showed up? Is the difference in ages relevant to the difference in the first pregnancy and your wife's miscarriage?

Both of those are tragic events that don't go away. 😢

I hope when your wife reads this, she remembers to see you for the man you are today, rather than the one you were then. You can't change what was done, and there is no reason for guilt. Although it is hard, isn't it?

Bless you both.

Marjie

Hi Aussie we all make mistakes mate and that's what makes us to become better people I believe. I am leaning towards what BadJuuJuu has posted I think maybe your feelings and emotions have manifested these boys for you to deal with life issues just a possibility. As for the brown haired boy pointing towards the closet sounded a bit creepy I am trying figure what that would symbolise, very interesting. Thanks for another great story Aussie all the best to you mate.

Dan

That was really a great story and you told it very well don't worry about the mistakes you made in your life we all make em believe me iv made a lot myself but life is all a learning process well I could go on forever about this life and when we cross over but id be here forever. But I feel that the spirits of those two boys are the boys you lost in the past I don't know what reason they had for visiting you but maybe it was to show you that they are safe now and you should stop having guilty feelings about their passing and how they passed I hope iv helped take care and may the light of the great spirit shine upon you and your family allways...

aussiedaz, I am impressed with the way you presented your story. Yours was difficult to tell, but you told it well, and, although I'm afraid I don't have any enlightening answers for you, I appreciate your respect and your genuine desire to seek understanding of your life. After all, I believe, in one way or another, this is why we all come to this site. 😊

Hello again my Aussie friend! First let me say there is no need to apologize for any choices or mistakes you have made in the past. We all have made mistakes that we regret as we are not perfect. As long as we forgive ourselves and learn from the past do we become better people. Now, on to your story. It is possible that these two boys could have been the spirits of the unborn children. It's kind of hard to determine why they appeared to you, but when the spirit of the boy with the light brown hair pointed to the closet it led me to believe that the boys were connected somehow. Good to hear from you again Darren, and thanks for another great story. God Bless 😊 ❤

Sorry to hear about the miscarriage. I can't even begin to imagine what that's like. Also sorry about the abortion. Someone close to me had an abortion, and has wondered ever since what the child would have been like had the child been born. She still grieves, and it's been about 20 years.
Now, if your mother hadn't also seen the black haired boy, I would say that perhaps it was your own feelings taking a visible form. Perhaps those feelings of loss manifesting theselves to make you deal with them. Even with your mother seeing the child too, it could still have been your feelings taking form. I firmly believe if we feel something strongly enough, especially if we try to repress it, those feelings will take form to force us to deal withy them. Sometimes that form is noticed by others. My own experiences make me think that.
Anyway, this is just my theory.
Blessings.