Seeing Colors

I am not psychic or religious in anyway. My story is kind of sad and scary, I stay with my mom in Kzn South Africa. Started in 2004. I was 6 or 7 when I was hit by a car and died (to me I died) I saw my body and the driver, then medics all from the air I was like looking down! I remember seeing colors - like in the shape of a body. I saw 2, a bright green (flashy) body by my body and a dark blue body flying by me. I couldn't hear them, but I felt so peaceful, calm and relaxed.

Not long I woke up in hospital, in a lot of pain. My injuries were very severe. Beside that, I could see colors. Colors around people, colors that just drifted around and bodies (like a person) of color. I told my mom but as I had also had a skull fracture and on drugs it was shrugged off as a temporarily side-effect. (if it was brought on by my injuries or drugs I really can't say but I can remember it so well)

For years I could and still see colors. Sometimes at night when I awake or in the morning I see colors in the shape of people around my bed or sitting on it, I still can't hear them but I can see and most importantly, feel them. The colors around me are mostly shades of green to white and the feeling I get is between love peace and longing - my mom knows about my gift and told me it's my family, friends and pets that's waiting for me! And I believe that.

As I said I can to see people's color (I don't think you can tell if a color is evil by its shade) I was 12 when my uncle raped me (I am ONLY mentioning it to explain what I saw), my uncle's color was always dark as in dark brown, even thou he had his bad days he was a very loving and kind man, as that day unfold his color had bright "flares" of white and orange and purple and more and more "flares" appeared closer, he came to finishing in me... After he took his thing out and just sat on my bed, his color went from "flairy" brown to a dark deep blue and I could feel what he felt, just for a second I felt astonishment, shame and disgust. (I hate him he hurt me very sore)

And scary (ghost) part... After the uncle thing I have seen a color body (as said you can't judge by color) but more with feeling. This color is gray with black or red patches. Every time I see "him" I feel a manly presence, I really get scared as I feel fear like helpless, despair, anger, hatred and I feel the same feeling I got when my uncle hurt me, I felt dirty and lost. He shows up at times that there's non or very few other colors around. My mom can feel "him" to - not in emotion but as cold spots in our flat or feel his presence specially when my mom's in the bathroom - he appears more also at times I am naked.

Just before my 15th birthday he showed up as my mom and I were watching tv, I caught sight of him and stared as he made his way to the kitchen (our lounge and kitchen are one, there's no wall that parts the 2) as I saw him banging and touching spoons cups etc my mom could hear the banging and the movement! (I am not deaf) but I couldn't hear it only see and feel "him" and or all the colors. Until my birthday he was a pain, banging things making noise and just being spooky. When my 15th came he stopped!

Thou I can still see feel him, he stopped being spooky and scaring my mom, but I do still feel all those feelings when he's around?

To me ghost spirits are a color as that's how I see them.