So I'd like to start off by saying this is my first post. I'm a Christian and I believe in God, lately though things are difficult which probably why this happened. I am a 22 year old male, Name is Jon, I am from Seattle, WA.
My story starts at October 9th, 2011 during the day. For some reason I came across spirits and succubi on the internet, not even looking or wondering what they were. But as I read these stories sounded so amazing, and I agree 100%, it was everything its hyped up to me. But back to my story (sorry guys I figure its better to blabber on here too much then not say enough) I spent the whole day thinking about this succubi. Well guess what, later that night I had a visit.
It was about 9 P.M. And I felt this energy in the room. Mind you I have heard voices before (a week or 2 before this) and I freaked out. This time I wasn't going to let that happen. I remained super calm and all the sudden I felt this weight like a blanket slowly on top of my feet, slowly creeping upwards, and stopping at my waist. It got really heavy, but not to the point of no control. I could still move freely but the weight felt like someone was on top of me. Immediately trailing behind the force of pressure (thats all I can say it felt like) was an amazing feeling of pure bliss. I knew it was a succubi from all the stories and my heart was pounding like crazy. I felt like hands on my chest, (no weight on my stomach). I felt my head lifted up a little bit, kissed and she slowly opened my mouth and we kissed for about 15 seconds, 3 times.
Well after that she laid beside me, keeping me too warm to the point of sweating, just so peaceful and calm. THIS is what bugs me though... I can't hear her. I can only feel her. I have tried talking, telepathing and still nothing. When she wants me to come closer and I can feel twitching in my hands and waist, little flinches in the right way she wants me to move, which she always likes it when I'll grab myself, or lay straight out right up next to her, not curled up. I got scared the first night and I told her she should go, and she did. I felt bad and the next night I asked her to come back. She did come back but wasn't as strong.
It happened again the next night, but not as powerful. I just felt her next to me for about an hour then she left, that was it.
I travel for work, and I am in NYC right now. I felt the same feeling in our hotel last night... This time it was only on my legs, no kiss, no chest. It kind of felt like alternating pressures on my legs, back and forth slowly (No heavy even pressure like last time) I just am kind of scared, I don't want this to go on forever, but I know that for the time being I want to talk. I notice when I'm half asleep and half awake that she feels the strongest and can move me a little bit, she was way stronger this time (on how much I could feel)
Please guys, what could I do to communicate better with her? I want to communicate but dreams, innner talk, talking aloud, all come to a fail. I know she wants to talk, she is persistant and I can feel her like next to me wishing we could talk. Any suggestions, please and thank you.