I moved into a new apt about a year ago, and the first time I entered the place the whole "demeanor" of the place seemed rather off. I have always been rather in-tune with the spirit world, although I have never experienced b4 (what I'm experiencing now). The price was right with this apt plus location so I moved in.
About three months moving into the place, I saw a white lady in my kitchen door-way coming home from work one morning. I work nightshift, I won't stay there alone. Anyhow, I only saw her out of the corner of my eye-she was rather tall with long hair, long nightgown, and had slippers on her feet. The only apparition I have ever seen, besides seeing a HUGE dark figure in my living room one morning not to long ago.
I've also heard from 2 different sources of people I barely knew, through friends, that my apt is known to be haunted, and witches used to gather there to practice magic. My apt complex is over a 100 years old.
Now here comes the whole dream part of this, which totally scares the S*** outta me- I need some real help here with this one. I hope someone out there has had experiences like this to help me.
When I have these dreams, I actually believe I'm having an out of body experience to meet these things. I have seen the white lady, as I have dubbed her, in my room, and she was standing right next to me, just looking at me, although I couldn't say anything, I felt paralyzed. I can feel myself virtually leaving my body, and come back, like I look at myself as I come back into my body before and after I meet these ghosts. I have never experienced anything like this before in my entire life.
I have had the same experience with a man in my bathroom, as well as a young boy about 18, in suspenders and bowl cut haircut, who ran at me with mouth snarled and hands in a claw like stance-very scary.
Now the other kicker with all this is right when I see these ghosts, I feel my whole body vibrating so bad it hurts, and I'm paralyzed, like when your arm falls asleep and it's trying to come back to. I feel this sensation from my head to my toes. I actually feel it right after when I awake, I always awake immediately afterwards in a state of shock. These experiences, whether they're dreams, or OBE's, always happen right in my apartment, like I'm actually awake, everything is always in the same place, like my furniture, cloths everything.
My last experience with this happened 2 days ago, which I was out in my parking lot, rooting through my car and a man was behind me and he said "hey".
I turned around to see a tall man, tan shirt, big gut, and jeans. I felt the whole body vibrating thing starting to course my body, and I looked to my right and saw a black demon coming at me. It was night-time.
For some reason, after many counts of this happening to me, I can semi-control the whole experience. I say to my self "no you're not doing to this to me" repeatedly, and come back to myself.
This experience I had two days ago-I looked at myself on my bed before I entered my body. I had my hands over my face, and then I woke up.
I know this may not sound believable, but I swear this is really happening to me, and I'm running out of ideas to deal with this. I have had people pray for me and my apt, rebuking spirits, which seemed to work for a while. I have tried cleansing my apt with white sage and reading bible scriptures, which only led to more often experiences like this and a scratch on my face when I was putting makeup on in the mirror-a scratch like an upside down Y next to my nose. It seemed like when I fought back with the sage and the bible readings everything took a turn for the worse.
I don't know what to do, I am a Christian, and I am staying very strong about this. Yet what do I do? I'm so fed up I'm ready to leave. I sleep with a bible open next to my bed everyday and pray continuously, yet it doesn't seem to be enough. These experiences are so real and so scary it's really beginning to mess with me.
Thanks for reading.