September 2008. One evening I was rather bored so I decided to head to bed a bit early, and went to my bedroom. I wasn't sleepy just yet and walked over to my Stereo System turning on the radio; to listen to a little music before bed. I had been reading the book of Enoch and other legendary text about the Angel Metatron for a while and still wondered if Metatron actually existed. The Bible doesn't speak of him as much as Michael, Gabriel and Raphael. Anyhow the subject of Angels has always delighted my senses. I just adore hearing about them and if I can dream of them or have an encounter all the better. I was feeling a bit bold this one night and wanted to see if I could call on Metatron to find out if he really existed. So being a bit of an idiot this one night I suddenly felt daring and said aloud; "I summon you Metatron!" I said it as if I had the authority to command an Angel to come as I pleased.
I know it's not a good Christian attitude, but I was curious and after I summonsed him I brushed it off thinking he would never answer such a demand from anyone. I was mostly stupidly messing around and decided to go to bed. So I turned off the radio and turned out the lights, climbed into bed and lay there for maybe 5 minutes. All of a sudden with my eyes closed a bright red light came up close to my face and was shining right into my closed eye lids. I was still awake, and this red light beamed into my left eye lid and moved off a little over the left side of my head. It was an orb of red hovering over my head.
I was frightened and said; "Have mercy?" I was embarrassed and nervous that this was Metatron and felt he would be so angry for me to summon him without a very good reason. I think he is much like Michael the Arch Angel, who one should only call upon for actual protection or defense; in the moments when you are really being attacked by a Devil. But I didn't have a reason and the way I called on him deserved an angry rebuke. After I had said; 'Have Mercy?' I felt a deep painful prod right in my abdomen just slightly left of my belly button. It was like I was poked with a stick or blunt spear or some kind of object. I apologized for what I did and begged for his forgiveness. The red light beaming in my eye faded away and finally left. I hope he doesn't hate me?
I told some friend of mine and this guy is an occultist of some kind and he told me to be careful because apparently angels like Metatron could kill me. He is depicted by Solomon as having two horns. And he is also supposedly of such power that other angels claimed he was like a second Lord in heaven. He also said that Metatron could have me killed for talking about this. But I said; "I don't believe in that, he is a one of God's angels and he's good." My friend said; "Depends on who you talk to." But according to my research it is said that Metatron used to be Enoch. I admire Enoch because he was always a just and extremely wise and merciful man.
He is even considered a Messiah-like being to the realm of the angels, as Christ is the Messiah to humans. He tried to intercede on behalf of some of the condemned angels who begged God for forgiveness after they sinned with women. Enoch pitied them and even came before God to ask God to be merciful for those who were being condemned to eternal damnation. Metatron is the said brother to another favorite angel of mine named: Sandalphon one of the Angels who guards the Ark of the Covenant and is said to have been the Prophet Elijah. Anyhow, maybe the Psychics are right, and orbs are angels? The only thing that worries me is the color of his orb why red?