First off, the title may mislead you, as I am sticking to this website's submission procedure, so bear with me. So ever since I informed this community of the happenings within the bedroom a few days ago, things have got more or less 'touchy', depending on what way you would like to put it.
When I first wrote in, I talked about this entity that was... Heart warming to say the least... Giving me a general feeling of happiness. This happy side is still with me. The feeling of her being in close proximity to me... Her warmth... It has gone. The night after this feeling went though, I had a dream about her, the most baffling part of this is, when I woke up, I don't remember anything that she had told me... All I can remember is that she was there, clear as day. It had to be for a reason, almost like she was withholding particular information from me until I'd established a closer bond with her...
The other experience I had following this dream, again with the feeling of cold around me, were shadows. From what immediately came to mind, they seemed to move quickly. I can be a bit jumpy at times, so I sprang up and turned on the lights, but the coldness went, and so did the shadows.
I suppose even though whenever she is near, I feel comfortable, I get a sense of fear, maybe hesitation, at the great infinite un-knowable that seems to be occurring right before me.
I see this 'manifestation', if you like, in shadow form as her way of saying she is ready for me to be able to let me know more about who/what she is.
I would again like to hear your views.
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And you feel so sad that the only way of making you smile is for this... Thing I mean EVERYTHING can be that thing and when you think of it it feels like if you LOVE IT maybe its just a girl that you like I don't think that this is an angel or such I think its just your PERSONAL FEELING because you get lonely at times