Comments for Shadows And Other Strange Things: Page 1

I appreciate your honesty, darkstar.
Please check your posted e-mail address for incoming.
Thank you.

Here Ill sum up what happened to me at the psychic expereinces website

I joined after years so what I meantioned happening.

I posted something on the lines of this, three people tired to help me Adyran7, Kahyln (The psychic who called me Lucifer), and Eric-Baal. Eric talked to me first and insisted that I was one of is principals and Amon. Me taking anything as an answer to explain this stuff away believed him, at first.

At this same time I noticed that Rashidah was fallowing Eric around insulting him everywhere he went and trying to pick fights with him. So I decided that I would help Eric seeing the he was trying to help me. So I starting fighting her back. Eventually, she finally gave it a rest and shut up for awhile so Eric could get his point across.

Eventually though Eric want to kill people a such so I left the group and told people that Eric wasn't a principal like he insisted. But at the sametime Rashidah joined that group. Where she ask me a whole bunch of questions about the afterlife and hell like I was really Amon. (Knowing her after this shell say so he finally admitts it) the only problem is when she first started sending me email I cleary stated saveral times IM NOT AMON but Ebuis, since that's what the shadows called me. Of course she didn't seem to notice nor care about me saying this.

After awhile, hearing more and more of Eric's plans, about killing people and seeing how he had brainwashed almost everyone in the group. I decided to destroy the group. Thus I told people Eric was lying and planted some falsications of my own such that it would fall apart. At this point, I started throwing random info from Eric at Rashidah, she handled it like I thought she would and freaked out and emailed it to everyone. And started insulting Eric everywhere he went, while this went on with Erics attention else where I planted more seeds. Until everyone in that group didn't trust each other and fell apart.

After that I decided to ask Rashidah for help with my problem, but she still being oppessed with Lucifer and such refused to answer any of my questions and insulted me if I ask any. Basically, I got to hear all about her and her life. And I had to tell her adivce and help her with problems, when I was the one who was seeking the help. (It was completely one sided, and eventually having enough of it I stopped talking to her.) Then with really no help at all from that website I decidec to delete my profile and leave. But before I left I left a warning to everyone on it about people like Eric.

Of course Rashidah read herself in as the person I was talking about and starting insulting me. Thus I made a new profile and fought back. Apon doing this I found that Rashidah or one her friends (she apparently made a group like Eric) made a profile using my old and and tired to impersonate me. After that she went around the site with her friends on almost every page insulting me, and when I would fight back I would have to take on about 5 of them. Each time though her claims became more and more out there, her proof changed constatly. Until she created a completely new stroy for how everything happend. All of which based on her "versions" or emails that Eric sent me that I forwarded to her.

Now she is just in rage and confusions and as the same wierd thing with me as Eric and fallows me around everywhere trying to discredit me.

Let me clear up something for you people,

First off I stop talking to Rashidah after she said she had sex with Lucifer, and said she was an advisor of satan. She insisted that I was a king of hell, when I told her I'm not. She wanted me to make her a god, I told her no because I cannot. I told her these shadows fallow me around she wanted to summon them. As far as I'm care Rashidah I just mad, because I told her what she said was insane. By the way she thinks the Lessor Key of King Soloman was writen by him eventhough history says it was made in the 17th century. Her proof is she had visions of him writing it.

I came here for help not pettie insults by immature hypocrites.

Granny I sent you an email, yesterday I haven't got one back and I don't want to be rude and send you a whole bunch of them if you were simply busy, but I seem that my computer lost it.

Oh it was Zorforler who said that.

Zorforler
Why on earth do you think that you are Apep 😕

And granny I use to talk to darkside (he called himself zen at the time) from the psychic site also. We even talked via email. I questioned him a lot during those mails.

He stopped emailing me naturally after I told him to go to a psychologist.

But the thing is. I am still waiting for the shadow guards to come and kill my parents as he promised. I thank god that he made it up. Because I had the crazy notion to go to the police with that one.

The police would of probably sent me to the mad house if I made that report.

~Thank God for good sense.

One more point, darkstar was not the one who claimed to be called "Apep"...That was Zorforler... That segment of Whitebuffalo's comment was aimed at HIM, not darkstar...

Darkstar: I'm still awaiting the reponse to my most recent e-mail correspondance... It strikes me as strange that you suddenly stopped the dialogue after the publication of your story here...I'm starting to wonder whether what I was explaining to you as far as my opinion wasn't exactly what you WANTED to hear...?

Unlike Granny, I no longer care if I end up in a debate or not. Granny is 100% correct, pupeteer, that you need to go back and re-read WB's comment. For once, read a comment for what it actually is, rather than what you want to see there. You attack people after deliberately misconstruing what they are saying. All you ever do is contradict people for the sake of contradicting them. Get over yourself and read other people's point of view with an open mind. You might learn something.

I just need to point out in this age of computer technology, friends. People do not always use the same screen names in each site they frequent...
Read between the lines on THAT one, guys.

Puppeteer: Please go back and read Whitebuffalo's comment, but this time, do it with an open mind... I believe what you'll see is her telling the author that if HE TRUELY BELIEVES these things, then he's going to need more help than any of us can provide, if help is what he feels he needs...Also, I would like to point out that darkstar was the one who brought up the religious implications...

I'm don't want to get into a debate, as I feel that you have a lot to offer this site if you can get beyond your ego... ❤

AND LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING ZEN/SAR/APPLE/DARKSTAR

YOU ARE NOT LUCIFER. HOW DARE YOU 😠

No one from that site never called you that 😐

I KNOW THE POSTER HUN.

He told me he was God once. Me and other posters from the psychic site use to chat with him a lot.

He needs to stop watching a lot of anime. He even claimed to be Amon the Goetic Demon also and later said a poster by the name Eric Baal told him this. 😐

Having said that - I think WB would never dismiss something liek this without a reason... Probably lots that I do not know here. Hmmmmmmm I rest my case!

Hmmmmm, I read the story and the only thing that I liked about it is what Darkstar wrote - In the end Id rather be insane then be what I have been constantly told for 8 years.

For this reason only I think he came to the right place, because while we have our skeptical folks (there is a reason why some of them are) we also have the not-so-skeptical ones too. The fact that Darkstar does not want to feel the way he does (whether it is real or not to us, to him it is real) is reason enough to give him our support.

THANK YOU, Rashida.
I am ALSO on that site. I truly appreciate the step up, friend.
Get over the grudges, people and READ the words.

I believe this author is zen/sar/apple from Ohio because I have heard it before from him.

I use to chat with him from the psychic site who said that he was Ebius the Destroyer. The posters there are familiar with his story. As a matter of fact, he said that he was many gods. He also claims to have shadow guards. He even threatened me to send them to my home because I did not believed him.

He is also obsessed with bible codes.

It is disturbing that he is claiming to be Apep now.

Please get a life. This story is made up.

Puppeteer? You have a problem with me?
I have not written anything that no one else has, I just did not gloss over the words this time around.
Seeings how you addressed ME, let me break down the parts of my comment you seem to take offence to:
"there are pelty of people and entities named apep". I agree. THUS my comment "I have been tagged a LOT of different names from the Other Realms". Guess what? Zorforler is not the only HUMAN to have been called that.
"This fellow came on here to find out about his claim not to be relegiously hasseled and fed to the exorcists." OK, I can see NO WHERE in my comment when I said ANYTHING about an exorcism. PLEASE copy and paste that for me, straight out of MY comment/s. My reference to Romans was in MY PERSONAL belief system, and urging others to see that "one way roads" are pretty basically non-existent when it comes to predestined paths. Let me break that down FURTHER for you: JUST because fifteen people, who claim to have unlimited knowledge into the Spiritual Realm, TELL someone their Path in life in CENTERED in darkness DOES NOT MEAN THAT IS WRITTEN IN STONE. The ONLY thing written in stone are epitaphs. The author can CHOOSE to turn away from the Darkness. "...Given the power from WHOM?"
"...by assuming that it is a demon..." WHEN the HADES did I EVER say that there was a demon involved? Please copy and paste that as well.
Karma points?1? Who gives a fig about them? This is NOT a popularity contest. YOU have painted a picture of me that is way off mark. Let us get THAT straight before I worry about whether the Halloween Guests like my comments or not.
"Christian Circles"...?!? ME?!? Do you know ANYTHING about me?
NONE of the things YOU have accused me of saying are true. Want to explain why you would want to attack me? You tell others that THEY should not jump to conclusions... I think YOU did JUST that when you read my comment with preconceived ideas of what you THOUGHT I would say.

If you are going to jump on this bandwagon, make sure your wheels are on straight and the spokes are tight.

acording to google apep is an egyptian demon of darkness and confusion, there you go then that must be what you are problem solved, I just want to add that was just a little to easy to find I type in the word and up pops the meaning not very misterious was it. And just supose you where this thing you have been born again as a human so serve that purpos and live as a human this is so rediculous

whitebuffalo there are pelty of people and entities named apep for example the serpent of night was in egyptian mythology. This fellow came on here to find out about his claim not to be relegiously hasseled and fed to the exorcists. By assumeing that it is a demon we can give him no real help, and yes I know I am going to lose karma points for agrueing with a mod. But I have had enough of such simple minded veiws wich seem to pop up on every ghost and appirition on this site Did you even consider the human element Apep is a common name in the ancient world outside of christian circles. With all due respect Honestly I expected better from a person who is supposed to maitain order on this site. Darkstar there is no reason to be frightend or made nervious it could be any number of entities wich you may have been the reincarnation of let us not jump to conclusions

Your freind,
The Puppeteer

I would also like to see your symbols. I am very intrigued by your story. I could only find one book one amazon I would like to find the others. I have a book you might be interested in. It is on shamanism. Most people on this site assume ghosts and daemons all revolve around the bible. However there is an older world with more history and possibly a way to help you understand what is happening. Even if it is only some psychotic state. If you are interested here is my email theshadowman1000 [at] yahoo.com.
Also I would like to point out that none of us can "Know" anything for sure. There are no experts on the soul, god, daemons, ghosts or other such critters. If you claim to know such things for sure then you must be god.

Yes a non-human can house a human soul. A lot of animals have human souls.

This is how it works. I am fuzzy on the 'beginnings' of the soul. But let's take a human soul. One is created and we are given the opportunity to come to Earth and learn what we need to. The goal of the soul is to advance into the higher light. Jesus for example was a very advanced soul and he holds a very high power in the afterlife. He is 'enlightened' So a soul makes the trip as many times as needed or wanted to learn. The body dies and they get shown their life (life flashes before your eyes) They are shown their mistakes and if they learned what they wanted. Eventually when they have reached advancement they don't have to come to Earth to learn. They can be a guide or what have you. Some become teachers in the afterlife. A human body to me is a learning vessel.
Most people don't know they may be different. They just feel off their whole lives. They may never find out until they die and realize they were something different all along. Some human bodies have can carry two souls. Usually the second soul doesn't participate they are just there to watch and learn from the lead soul.
I don't know about other planets in the galaxy but as far as Earth goes, Anything physical like the human, plant, animal and so forth can harbor any type of non-physical energy so any soul. It can be very complicated. I may have just confused you more

I like this post some good discussion. Though most of it seems to be sane rational people dismissing people who seem completely delusional. Both have very valid points though. Your body is just a body, you are your soul. So to say your body is you, is like saying you are your car when you're driving it. Which isn't quit accurate, However if you once flew in an f-16 fighter jet and now you are driving a car and all you are able to think about is being in the jet you are not only missing out on what could be an enjoyable drive You have become a danger to yourself and everyone around you hence the sane rational peoples concern.
So if your soul and body not the same and a soul can be housed in more then one body why would it matter if we are safe or if we keep the people around us safe if their souls can move on to a new body. This concept is simple. This moment you have right now is will never exist again and nor will the life you have now. Focusing on your future or your past only imprisons you. Now is all that exists and you are wasting it on what has been or could be. I can tell you with out a doubt this is a poor choice.
This explanation does not actually mirror my beliefs but I do thing is conveys both sides in a rather simple manner. I do however have a question for Redphx if a human can house a non-human soul could a non-human house a human soul? There are a few things about your understanding of the soul that are unclear to me.
Sorry that was kind of jumbled was trying to multi task while typing it up.

Are you guys...?
Wow, you are really feeding this thread, aren't you all? You have got FOUR other people telling you that they TOO are the same creature, or of the same "tribe" that you claim to have been told you are. What are the odds? Practically slim to none. Leaning QUITE heavily on the "none" side of the scale.
"Apep", really? Good gracious. I have been tagged a LOT of different names from the Other Realms, and I can assure you that the connection was only voiced as to common characteristics, NOT that they believed me to BE that... Name.
With that being said, this is one of those rare moments that I am going to quote straight from the Book that has Authority here, "...He was given power to make war against the saints and to conquer them. And he was given authority over every tribe, people, language and nation..." from Revelations 13:5-8.
He was given power. Think logically here, folks. Given the power from WHOM?
If you TRULY believe yourself to be this thing that so many psychics apparently claim you to be, I would suggest you seek out Holy Intervention. Heck. I suggest you seek it out anyway.
If you are HONESTLY seeking HELP in breaking these bonds, I can suggest a few people. If you HONESTLY think you ARE this dark being, I can also suggest a few people for you to just talk to.
Personally, I am going to do what my FAITH tells me to do in this particular perceived situation.
Call on all my Protection rites, and PRAY that none fall to the "pretty words".

Hold up people not to brush you guys aside but did you say Apep my dear fellow you and I should talk if you are looking for sombody to help you understand. I invite you to contact me by the email on my profile. I promise that I will by no meens brush off your experiances as a form of psycosis nor will I tell you that were you are is set in stone as the right place destiny and life are both to fickle for such a narrow minded veiw hope to hear from you soon

Your freind,
The Puppeteer

i had a friend once who thought god spoke to him and when he once cuped his hands to gether empty and parted them a buterfly flew out he thought he was jehova reborn unfortunatly he wasn't he had paranoid scitsophrenia. I just felt I had to mention this as it is a valid option. And as far as iknow from people that are dead already if youve been put in a human body then that is what you are suposed to be experiensing being human so don't waste the time and yes I do know the soul is an ancient thing, and whatever you think your being told no mistakes where made you are where your meant to be try regresion and see if that makes things any clearer

I forgot to mention I have been called a weird name as well by all sorts of beings. They call me Apep.

OK, Ahem, What are the shapes of these shadow people? Also very interesting story, I mean I would have to see these things myself. I have had a Darkling come after me and leave a sort of Darkness in me. I am stronger than most people my size. Hmmmmm I can try to help but my brother's friend is having ghost problems, and you also said you saw a UFO? What if these are holograms of some sort and what do these things call you? Hmmm this is a tough one.

I just cannot figure out...WHY? Is this a joke or something. I have been doing paranormal research for awhile now and this is a first. You all sound well I don't know what to make of you. I would buy a ghost before all this. I don't even believe in ghosts or rather ghosts that used to be humans. I believe in evil. Evil spirits and demons. I don't know what you guys are seriously.

darkstar - I've read your story and I've been reading the comments all day. There's a lot about this that bothers me. Truly a lot, but the thing that bothers me the most is the fact that you are from Ohio. I'm really hoping we aren't from the same part of this state.

I'm not going to criticize your story or anyone else's comments, but wow. I can honestly say I've never read anything like this before. Never. And, since I feel the same as BadJuuJuu and cosmogal, I won't reading or commenting anymore either.

What do the psychics call you?
I'd love to know because I have similar experiences and my friend who knows a lot about this says that I'm special in this way.

Yeeeep. Thanks. Appreciate the...Answer?
Lovely story. Thank you. Happy Halloween.

You may be shown past life experiences. The demon's world was probably what you were shown. From what I've heard it is not a nice place to be and that is why demons come here. As far as your mission I don't know. I too agree with WReck72. You are human in this life and your soul could be demon. Which actually sounds right. Maybe they are trying to get you back or make you remember your nature. You have every right to make them go away. Like I said demons are good souls too. Exeperience the human life. If you don't want them around tell them to go away and shut up.

Darkstar I would love to see the symbols just click my user name to get my email address. The information you have given is not very clear it does sound like you are very unsure of what's going on and feeling unsure of what you yourself should be doing. Well as Badjuju and Redphx mentioned you have a human body, my advice live as a human. It's not super exciting but a very worth while expiriance. No matter what your situation is the fact is your human now and there's nothing that can be done about that this is your only chance at the life you have now so enjoy it even if you think or know your soul is meant for more.

I don't want to say too much, espically when you have something constantl saying your the beast from the sea stop screwing around and do what you are meant to do. But the last time I said that to someone, leaving out names, they wanted to kill me. But I cannot help it, the shadows say it.

I have dreams of the world except its completely ash and sand with starless red skies. And I'm ordering beings that best can be describe as demons around.

I have had people tell me to stay away from them. It always goes like this I tell somebody what's going on. They don't believe it and tell me not to worry. A few days later their house burns down, they were in a car crash or they say something attacking them in the nightm and they blame me for it and tell me to never get close to them again.

Who would help a person that seems to have pain and suffering surrounding them and could be the thing that is the enemy, something that suppose to kill the.

I already went to the doctor as well, I checked out perfectly fine. In the end Id rather be insane then be what I have been constantly told for 8 years.

I just deleted about fifty questions, because only one really seems like it even matters. Are you being serious, or are you simply doing what MOST of the comments are too vague to read without going between the lines?

sure thing it's reedinaz [at] aol.com. Symbols hmmm... Interesting

If you have an email, I have some symbols that I have either seen in my dreams. People's reactions to them, is the strange part.

Never really have, they bearly ever talk. Lately I haven't seen them but I always have the feeling they are watching.

I have absolutly no idea what that means. What sucks about this type of problem is there are multiple possibilities to multiple questions. It could be your name from a different life or it could be them telling you something. It may also be just jumbled words. Can you ask the shadows questions?

The shadows do call me Ebuis if that helps but they also call me by name too. I googled the name I found nothing so I'm in the blank about it. Maybe they are just talking to each other and I'm overhearing them.

physically yes human. I really can't explain it to people who aren't ready to know. I know that I am physically human. I have human DNA like you and the rest of the human population. You didn't read my comments. Just because we have a physically human body that doesn't mean our soul is human.

BadJuuJuu - hahahahaha! I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't laugh, but all things considered, especially after today, I had to let that out! Cheers to you! 😆 If I could vote for you again, I would!

omgwtfbbq.
Redphx, darkstar is a human. Pjod is a human. We are all humans here. Unless you can show us some DNA evidence proving otherwise, you are also a human.
Just for clarity, I repeat, omgwtfbbq.

trust me I understand. It is hard to describe but I know what the feeling is. As I have lived through my own revelation

I don't feel like it but again at the same time I do. It is hard to explain, it is plain weird.

that is interesting but I don't like to rely on the bible too much because of certain things I don't want to get into. The bible's term for beast could mean anything. What do you feel?

LOL... You can't scare the thing that goes bump in the night. Too funny!

Me? (Scratches head) I just may be that shadow lookin guy walking down your hallway.
Don't mind me, I'm just curious and intrigued... Looking to find out why you are on this forum--try and not be scared should you have a run in. I don't bite.
happy Halloween folk

There is one lthing, my full name comes up in bible code 14 times with beast from the sea, all the times with satan as well as god. But this being the bible code I doubt its a reliable scource but it still is somewhat interesting and I don't feel really beast like.

Hello Darkstar-

I'm very intrigued by your story, and would like to speak to you in more detail.

I'm currently scouting locations for a paranormal investigation television show that is dedicated to helping people understand and cope with the unexplainable events that are happening to them.

I think your experiences fit the criteria of our show, and I would like to try and help you find clarification.

Please drop me a line at spookysearch [at] gmail.com.
Looking forward to hearing from you!

biblefree... Yes most have human bodies. The soul doesn't have to be human. You would be surprised what walks amoungst you.

Darkstar... That is intereting. You share the same characteristic as I do but I don't think we are the same. Unfortunatly I can't say. As for you, I think you are on a journey now to determine what you could be. I have a few ideas. Human no. Now choose from a giant list of other possibilities. Have fun. If you need help just ask.

Most of the time they act uneasy and scared but at the same time lured to me, like there is someshort of magnet. I have also been told I have no gaudien angel, no psychic can find one.

redphx I think youl find that this person is just human like the rest of us

darkstar... What did they say you were supposed to do?

Angels and demons are two different species and they are not related at all. Lucifer is in fact still an angel. He kind of got thrown under the bus a bit. You must just have a very power energy and personality for a psychic to parallel you with such names. Depending on how other people react to your presence would help in determining what you are.

course now pjod... What are you? I may be finding out I'm not quite so alone.

I have no idea, I have been told so many different things that I simply have no idea.

I still want to know your species if you could please explain. Demonkin? Angelkin?

It would be nice to have some darker company. Sometimes it feels lonely in the shadows

darkstar,
well, you have me curious. Aside from your screenname... Who or what may you be? I won't mind some shadow company. 🤔

Oh and the psychics called me a lot of things. Here they are beelzebub, satan, lucifer, vetis, sameal, lucifuge, beal, etc. I doubt any of them are right since I been told I'm so many different ones.

Thank you for letting us know about the books. Those are some interesting choices. Although I love having company, 7-8ft tall black shadows are not on my guest list so I do believe this is my stop on this train. Thank you for sharing your story. Happy Halloween 😊

I am curious as to what you are supposed to do. Or more what you are. You don't seem to be angelkin they are more born with the war knowledge and knowing. Huh, alien... That could be interesting. 😕

The books are "The faces of the antichirst", "Weapons of World War 3", a really old book, something about war tactics, and some really old religious texts from Asia and the Middle East (I couldn't read the cover it was in another language). Kinda of weird book choices I have only found a few of them, the others must be really rare or do not exist yet.

My friends have seen the shadows before. Its mainly one about 8 feet tall, board shouldered, armor on, and what looks like a helmet on or a mask (I can make out the indents of face structures but the face is completely black and no eyes). That one also was the only one I saw stand out in the open when the moon was full and there is no clouds in the sky.

The shadows really attack anyone who gets too close, if I tell you who I really am and what's going on then the also pay the person a vist.

I would also like to know what the psychics told you and what books you were told to read. BadJuuJuu asked a very good question about whether they are all in the same genre. If you could fill us in a little bit more that would be great. Thanks 😊

It would be cool if you would tell us what books you were supposed to read. And have your brothers or anyone els seen the shadow people?

also,
you may be able to solve the bully problem that seems to be raging across the states. If bad things happen to those who are making fun of you, I'm sure there are a lot of young people that want to know your secret. 😁

love the screenname, Darkstar. A favorite song of mine in the music world. Anyway, I am curious as to which books you were made aware of.

What did the psychics tell you? Is there any sort of pattern to when these shadows appear? I'm also curious about the books. Are they all similar, as in same genre? Or just random stuff? Have you ever read any of them?
Sorry about the barrage of questions. You seem to have a lot going on. With a few more details, I'm sure the community here could offer some sound advice.
All that I can offer atm is what a couple of people here have told me- keep a journal. Write down every little unusual thing that happens. Include dates, times, weather conditions. This will make things easier for you to reference later, and also to spot patterns in activity.
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