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How verry frustrating that it has driven you this far My sympathies Freind. I recomend same as my assiociate that you Contact the O.E.S. We know what we are doing and can help you with this problem May the High ones Keep you safe

Your freind,
The Puppeteer

If this is a demon possessing you, then don't let it win. Suicide won't help you any, it'll most likely just torture you even after death if you do that. Just show it that you won't give up ever, and try and understand it. If you feel that it is evil, then don't allow it to stay! If you still need help with trying to get this demon out, don't hesitate to email me and my associates at ouroborosexorcistsociety [at] hotmail.com. Mind you, we use mostly eastern methods with exorcisms, but anything is worth a shot for giving you peace.

Sinner? In four of your total of five comments thus far, you have given this same advice.
May I just explain that the metal has NO POWER if there is no FAITH in that particular saint or metal? For those who BELIVE in it, it COULD work wonders. But those without even the foundation of faith, it is "just" an imprinted piece of metal.
Wa-do.

You need a St. Benedict Medal!

The following is a partial list of the many pious purposes of the Medal of St. Benedict.

1. It wards off from both the soul and the body all dangers arising from the devil.

2. The Medal is powerful in obtaining for sinners the grace of conversion.

3. It obtains protection and aid for persons tormented by the evil spirit, and in temptations against holy purity.

4. It procures assistance in the hour of death.

5. It has often proved an efficacious remedy for bodily sufferings, and a means of protection against contagious diseases.

6. Expectant mothers have obtained special assistance for a safe delivery.

7. In time of storms, tempests and other dangers on land and sea it has been found to be a protection.

8. Even domestic animals have been visibly aided by it when infected with disease.

As bad as I feel that someone else out there is going through experiences eerily similar to mine, I find some strange comfort in knowing I'm not alone in this.

S3, Everything you described there, has happened to me, or something similar. Even repressed memories of abuse from my past. If you ever figure anything out, please let me know, and I will be sure to do the same.

Dont fear. They feed off it. Anger, fear, hate. Satan wants you to be depressed and kill yourself. Dont let that son of a b**** win. Take control, save your soul, ask Jesus Christ to come into your life. Stand in all the rooms in your house and say "In the name of Jesus Christ, get the hell out of my house! Out of my life! Satan, get thee behind me!" The biggest thing is to not fear. Trust Christ, he will take care of it if you believe.

If you are at a dead-end not knowing what to do, why don't you try to download and listen to the following recitation of the Quran for once (roughly 2 hours) each day for 7 days and see if it helps you. Several people have benefited from it including muslims, christians and others.

Http://www.ruqyashariyah.org/home/?q=node/246

Wishing you the best.
MMAhmed.

I'm very sorry to hear what you have been going through. I might sound like a preacher, but this is the only way out. My only suggestion would be to turn towards the One God... Who is our creator and creator of the world that we live in. Nothing happens except by His will. Pray to Him sincerely to guide you to the truth and free you from the misery you are going through. Pray that He make your life better and filled with peace and blessings. And have faith that He listens to your prayers and answers them. I know about things that will help you get out of this. I can be reached at manzoor20 [at] hotmail.com if help is needed.

Take care...
MMAhmed.

s3fight4freedom,

I'm sorry to hear about what has happened so far in your life. Some of the stuff sounds really scary. I've seen many strange things but I've rarely been attacked by spirits. The negative ones I seem to have an easy time repelling from me, however it was not always that way. I had to learn how to do it on my own because I was constantly living in fear and hardly slept because of spiritual attacks. I prayed and focused on how to get rid of them and I found my answer that way. I hope that one day you can find your own answer. I feel a lot of darkness surrounds you, and you need to learn to get rid of it.

Surround yourself with love and light,

Sydney ❤ 😊 ❤

Peace be upon the one who follows true guidance. I would like to say it outright that I am a Muslim and I have done a lot of research into spiritual healing. If you are really looking forward to getting cured from possession, I am willing to help you out. I would like to make it clear that I will do this without any strings attached or any compensation whatsoever. I will be doing this just to help a fellow human being. The only thing I will need from you is that you have faith in the ONE GOD and follow a few directions.

Please let me know if you are interested.

I'm sure you are feeling confused my friend, and I cannot blame you for your feelings of depression in your struggles with the unknown. Your priest diagnosed you wrong, like the psychiatrist did. You're not crazy, and you definately were touched by an angel... A FALLEN angel. For even the so called white blobs or non shadows you see are still demons for even Satan can appear as an Angel of Light.
You seem to be plagued by demonic opression, where a demon does not control you from within (aka possesion), but attacks you from without. Seeing as how you have had these events happen to you at an early age, I'm sure you didn't start messing around with supernatural forces through mediums (such as ouija board, a terrible device to open portals to demonic intrusion) however it may be a case of demonic oppression of certain family members, a reference in the bible called "sins of the father".
All I can suggest is to turn to the healing power of Jesus Christ, go to an evangelic church and seek the power of God. For if you accept Christ, he will distance the demons from you and place you under his hedge of protection. Remember that if you feel the pain of hearing the words Jesus and God, it is only because the Demon is trying to stop you from turning to the real source of happiness and love, it wants for you to remain suicidal.

well a lot has happened since I lost my password here, my now ex lost our child she was carrying for 6 months. And started cheating normal events. Well the stress of that had overwhelmed me and I was waiting on deaths doorstep for once not my doing.

More validation to the suicide doesn't condem you is that once you sucessfully complete the act and are brought back you still technically took your own life. When I was unconscious I had 3 dark entities pulling me one way and a gorgeous light pulling the other way. My sister was the one who saved me. I saw her heard her say you can't leave like this. And I came too in the hospital I was in a coma basically for 6 days atleast. I felt my right arm burning where the dark figures were holding and had burned chaffed skin that's now scars. They are on my arm leg and foot.

The partial posession may be true now though

When you go to sleep and you see a ghost, try to take a form in that dream, by focusing on what you want. That may help. When you are in a form in the dream, ask allowed in a very soft tone "can you please tell me what is going on?" Then just wait for a response and always speak politely to a ghost, how would you be told something in mean way? Its not good. That's all.

See you,
Jason

You sound like a very brave, resilient person and I have no doubt that you can overcome whatver this is. I can't give you any help, but next time you get the chance please tell more of your story. You say more vivid things are happening, and the best way to get help would be to share the rest.
I'll put in a prayer for you, and God bless.

im so sorry you have to live this way... Thank you for sharing your story and for being brave enough to mention everything...

Im so sorry that you have to live like this! But you all ways have to Remember you are STRONGER then evil. Don't let evil win say a prayer in the morning and at night go to mass and have a cross in your room and remember that god will allways be right by your side no matter what! God Bless!

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First, I want to strongly advise you to be very careful with the meds they put you on, and I don't mean be careful of the amount you take (though of course you shouldn't take more than you're supposed to), what I mean is that psychiatric medications are trickey. I've had doctors put me on meds that seemed to change my personality and just make me more depressed. Many doctors don't believe us when we tell them about ghosts/spirits/demons and they just assume we have a mental disorder.

i know whay your going through... Just try to keep a possitive outlook:) try to find the good in everything even what your going through. I promise it will help. And let the entitie that your dealing with know that even though what they are doing may seem grim it has a good reason. For example. It is making you a stronger person.:)

RavenEyes is right. NEVER give up. And you're right, goodness is all around. You might be able to feel it right not, but its there. You might need to consult someone who is open-minded when it comes to all the experiences you;re getting. As of this point, all you really need is a good ear to listen. Good luck and don't lose hope. ❤ 😊

Never give up remember that light inside you *hugs* don't let them take that from you. The reason they want it so bad is because they can't experience other wise. White blobs are creeps and so are most shadows. They are trying to take the beauty you have to share with the world away, from you. Like a robber they come to steal what valuable to you, from you-therefore remember what makes you feel strong alive and real; take that and shine it outwards no matter what they say *hugs* ❤

In my own personal research I have found that often when it comes to traumatic experiences such as molestation that demonic forces can be involved, I can't say for sure this is the case but you do show signs such as aversion to religious objects which goes hand in hand with the mere mention of Jesus (which could mean you are partially possessed). You also show signs of despair and loneliness, the goal of evil is to destroy not only what you love but you, your whole person, if you commit suicide then evil wins. I would keep going to mass, and ask God for help, but in the end it is all up to you, you have to want to get help and not give up until you find it. Good luck and God bless

I do not believe in the devil. I believe in dark Entinties as God would never cast out an angel no matter what. I am a sensitive and know there is a better place.

Surround yourself with the bright light from heaven. Everyone has spirit guides to watch over and protect you. Ask for there help to keep you safe not allow these feelings of negative energy to overcome you. I have been to hell and back myself but I ask my guides every morning to help me.

Below is the protection prayer I say every morning before I leave the house or as soon as I get to work.

"I ASK FOR THE GUIDANCE AND PROTECTION OF THE DIVINE MESSENGERS,

MAY RAPAEL GO BEFORE ME, GABRIEL BEHIND ME, MICHAEL BY MY RIGHT HAND AND URIEL BY MY, LEFT HAND,

WHILST ABOVE ME SHINES THE LIVING PRESENCE OF THE DIVING TO ILLUMINE MY TRUE PATH THE MY TRUE PLACE IN PEACE." AMEN

Good luck sweetie and remember you are no alone there is always someone watching over you. In time you will be able to say the prayer with your eyes closed.
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Sweetie, I'm so sorry to hear that all of these terrible things happened to you. Reading this story makes me feel like I'm reading my own story, the only difference is that I've never been properly diagnosed for anything by a doctor other than depression. I have also tried to commit suicide, and let me tell you... Speaking with spirits who have done it, it's just not worth giving up the pleasures of life, once you get through the heartache.

I don't know for sure if your experiences were paranormal, or a result of psychic or spiritual sensitivity. Perhaps it was a way to psychologically suppress the memories and the horror of what was really going on. I'm not sure if it had anything to do with your mental state either, because I'm no doctor.

I truly just wish the best for you. Just try to enjoy life and know that it's only what you make of it. What happened to you was beyond your control and all you can do is move forward. There is nothing that you need to forgive in yourself.

I don't believe that fire and misery and Hell await you if you were to commit suicide, because if the Christian story is true and God really loves you, he would understand that your life was miserable and overwhelming. He wouldn't reward you by putting you in an even worse place than life. All fear and condemnation aside, don't ever commit suicide and forfeit your chance to have a wonderful life.

Warmest blessings,

DA

I honestly don't think you will go to hell if you commit suicide, not saying that you should go out and do it, I feel for you though, clinical depression is nothing fun. I think that you being depressed also has a lot to do with what's going on around you, I know it's easier said than done to go around being happy... But you should really try to do uplifting things, things that are positive and healthy for your mind, body and soul. I think that you are holding on to a lot of what's happened to you in the past, being molested by someone you trust could really mess with your mind, maybe getting some professional help along with help from your preacher could be beneficial. I will pray for you, I don't know you but I will pray for you. Take care...

i also suffer from clinical depression. So on the suicide part... Well I can relate a little. I'm sorry this is all happening to you. My priest did tell me that if I commit suicide I will go straight to hell... So are you sure about that? I'm sorry that you get that way if he is mentioned. If everything else is gone he's the one that I go to because he is always there. The devil cannot stand it when his name is mentioned-thats one way to get rid of the devil's presence. I would talk to an exorcist or invite the pope over to hang out. I will most definately pray for you. Keep us updated.
If you are ready to commit suicide, your soul is definately not ready for the afterlife. Hang in there man.
Loves,
Katty.

i suffer from clinical depression and that on top of this happening made it that much worse it was an escape.

Sorry for taking so long to reply but I have literally been working 7 days a week with an hr commute one way and this is my first weekend off.

Hi s3fight4freedom and thanks for sharing your story with us!

I am really really feeling sorry for you right now. While I was reading this story (especially the part when you tried to commit suicide) I really felt bad for you. You have gone through a lot of things! I have one question to ask. Why did you try to commit suicide? Were you depressed or something? I really liked your story and I will surely pray for you. And don't worry, God will make everything ok. 😊 Thanks and hope to reading more stories from you!

Biemaster

Im very sorry to hear thatr you had to go through all of this. Its tough, really tough. There are times when we give up. But that's not the point. I too would talk with others to help out. All I can say is life is preciuos. Let the higher power decide when we must go. Thanks for sharring. I hope to hear from you soon and take care

Thanks you guys. I'm now 18 so the experienve from 6 years ago is helping me build my tolerance to this kind of think. I just needed to get it out there. I'm not worried about the people saying suicide is for weak people cause it takes more guts to go through. But thanks for everything. I would write more but my medication locks up my neck and its hard too wrtie with your head side ways

Wow. That's a lot of pressure for 12 year old girl/boy. I feel really bad, and I hope that nothing like that happens to me. (although I know it will, soon). 😨

the devil is a great liar and has a strong influence in your life and you don't even know it yet. He wants you to believe everything you see with your eyes.

He wants you to think that bible is bull and that God is cruel or that God doesn't exist. But you will soon find out that there is a God and satan made a fool out of you. Hopefully it won't be to late! The stuff that you goes on in this world are a lot deeper than you think or know. There are things going on around you in the world that you don't see or know. You do have a right to your own beliefs and philosophy but you need to wake up really read the bible and understand it. Prayer is effective and you need it in your life.

The voice that you have been hearing is not from the Lord, tell that voice to leave in the name of Jesus! Ask God to help you hear His voice and to respond to Him and obey Him.

Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. James 4:7

Watch out for attacks from the Devil, your great enemy. He prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for some victim to devour. Take a firm stand against him, and be strong in your faith.

(Give all of your life to God.)

S3fight4Freedom,

I will pray for you, I do not know why this evil exists in the world but I do believe since you are subject to things not a lot of people experience, God will grant you tolerance and assistance. You must not give up, and continue to ask loved ones for help, I for one want you to succeed with all my Heart. God keeps bringing you back because your work is not done here. As the years pass another person might be going through some hardship and need your Motivation and Experience or Understanding.

You must continue on through the Hardships to show these Spirits that Gods/Your strength will carry on through the hard times.

If these tendencies cme back, regardless of what is driving you to them, you must speak with your mohter, your pastor or someone else you trust. Life is our most prescious gift...

I am very sorry that this;whatever; tortured you so and you are still having to deal with it.

I will say prayers for this affliction (or whatever you want to call it) to leave you once and for all!

God Bless!

Hi S3fight4freedom, I'm glad you are going to the gym, excersising takes a lot of your mind, having experienced all that you have been through must be tough... And I believe you are very brave in the way you are handling this now, I whish you all the best 😊

Dj - In my view you're a brave guy. Only those who don't know the terror and pain you've endured would dare to use the word "coward." It's not their fault; they're only adopting another's attitude. You've been struggling valiantly with matters beyond your control. This is true. We cannot control anything but ourselves and our own responses to whatever strikes us, within or without. There's a saying that "To forgive all is to understand all." Forgiveness is absolutely the key to harmony, love, and peace. Whether or not there is fault - or perceived fault - in anyone, forgiveness is a soothing wash that cleanses what we know, or think we know, or do not know at all.
Forgiveness is another name for the Almighty. In times when you are assaulted by anything or anyone, think of this, say it aloud or in your mind: "Forgiveness in the name of God." It doesn't matter if you believe it at first or not, the Almighty knows our intentions. I am deeply grieved over your pain and sorrow, and I send my Guardian Angel to have a chat with yours to watch over you more diligently. We do not know each other but I believe we are spiritual brothers.

Sandy: Just cause you didn't do it doesn't mean you don't feel guilty. Its a natural response when something bad happens. Suicide in your eyes may be for cowards but To others its the only way to get away from pain.

Im not in danger of doing it again. I'm hardly ever at my house because I work an hour away and go to the gym every night, so when I get home I'm too tired to do anything.

Loui
Its hard to keep that going though. I'm happy/ish and its not changing. Again its the unresolved resent and guilt part of it.

To loui: I agree with you but I've never understood why a person must forgive themselves if they didn't do anything wrong. They must forgive the other person (that worked for me)

S3fight4freedom, life is hard nobody promised it would be easy. It all depends on how and what you do about it. Suicide are for cowards (sorry if I offend anyone it's not my intention just my opinion). Make peace with your past and concentrate on your future... Fight back and don't give up. That's what "they" want you to do, Take it day for day... You'll see that it would get better.

I would like to tell you about my past but not on here. Please give me your e-mail address if you've got one?

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Hey - I can't advise you on spirits or the like - I just wanted to say please don't give up. You have to understand that this life is yours and no one elses, you have the control here and no spirit or past experience should manipulate how you live now. Don't be disgusted at yourself for something you could not prevent - I've been that way and although anger is better then sadness - it is very destructive. Forgive yourself, only you can make you happy, it has to be a decision. Maybe if you make the decision to be happy and healthy, these bad spirits/feelings will be less attracted to you and your vulnerability.
Sorry about the rant and goodluck with everything.
Love and such.