I've never spoken about this before but I feel courage enough to describe it.
I know in my heart evil feeds off fear and I now refuse to be afraid. It can't feed off me anymore! I shall describe the creatures. If anyone knows what they are share your wisdom. I'm going backwards, here's the two I'll start from the last incident and go back to the first.
The last - A short old woman long hair covering her face walking towards me hobbling with a cane, came from a crevice in the wall and wandered out from underneath a nightstand. I still fear I may see her (or it) again... But I can't fear... Fear is the fuel, time to seek courage...
The first - I was 3, I hardly remember a thing from my infancy as is normal but this and only this I can recall with great detail.
I had just gotten my first "BIG GIRL bed" I had surpassed the need for a crib. It was the middle of the night. I turned over facing the wall and saw a black beetle like being facing me on the mattress it was small like an insect but its form was otherworldly in a way I can't properly explain in words almost ghostly but... Human like... Sort of like Stephen King meets (I think his name is Miyazaki) the anime guy who made "princess mononoke" The sound it made was like a heart beat and the beat set me into panic like an alarm. I got up and ran as fast as I could into my mother's bed down the hall. It chased me growing larger as it moved crawling and morphing in size like a monster the sound of the heartbeat growing so loud I thought it would engulf me if it got too close, I screamed as loud as I could under the covers and my mother put her arms around me, her unconditional love gave strength to my war cry and it could not pass.
I'm still close to my mother. She lives next door to me. I have crossed oceans with her, and I think she has a power she does not realize, true love tears away the darkness, I see this now... I may not be the best daughter and I have made mistakes and in my teens taken her for granted but our union has power, it's a fortress I can't leave.
I may have sidetracked from my initial story but I couldn't help it... The two stories link into one.
If you know what these things I have seen are please share your knowledge with me.
I just couldn't talk about them without talking about my mother because I truly feel she's saved my life more than once from the evils of many worlds.