Comments for Demons Keep Me Company: Page 1

I just want to comment here about the "Satanic Atheist" phrase. It has been my experience that in LaVey's Satanism, there is no worship of a horned being with a pitchfork. Actually there is technically no "Satan" in Satanism. "Satan" is the natural forces of the Earth. The Baphomet, Black Masses, etc... Are all theatrics. So, in a way, you really can be a Satanic Atheist.

Other than that, I also wanted to say that I enjoyed the story whether it came from psychosis or something else.

"by then I was strung out on drugs and alcohol and behaving suicidally."

Do you think your lack of sleep and visions could have been caused by drugs and alcohol abuse? I think so... 😕 yup... Definitely

"I wound up in a group home for 18 months, nothing happened while I was there, and I completed the program and moved in with a friend for a short while then got my own place in Rock Hill, NY. Everything was fine for a little while and I was very successful." then say that "Then I began getting various visitors at night. It began as the last time, but soon their numbers grew and their figures varied. It didn't matter if I was alone or had company, they came anyway. At first I was constantly terrified, but then became curious. Instead of panic, I'd interact with them."

Did you relapse? It sure does look that way.
I would suggest laying off the substance abuse. See if that makes your visitors go away.

"when someone with a belief system contrary to yours has an awesome experience you have a jealous rage."

Why would anyone become jealous of your being scared/ getting bitten by monsters/ being visited by demons/ and not being able to sleep?

BTW I have never herd of Satanic Atheism being any kind of legitimate belief... Like granny said Satanist's and Atheism contradict themselves.

angelswillfall- I think we all desire forbidden knowledge maybe that's why we are here hoping to learn from someone else's mistake or maybe to raise our faith in life after death. Do you know what I mean? It seem's that you are willing to learn at a cost that is way to high and from what I have learned of you so far there may be no turning back. What can you tell us that we don't know? Be mindful that telling things that you have witnessed may bring retribution from the those you invoke.

Champion

It doesn't have to be like that... There are ways to get out. I don't claim to know the way, and would be wary of those who do. I do believe you are napping on a railroad track, and suggest you try hard to wake up.

Angelswillfall: I mean no offense by this question, but you mention early in your story that you were reckless (beyond reason) in your youth and I was wondering if you took any drugs, and if so, what type?

Again, just a question, I'm not attempting to degrade your experiences, just understand your history better.

P, if I could show you where I've been and what I've seen in life, you'd know you are right. My problem is that that's the way I lean and as hard as I've tried I can't change it so I just embraced it. Terrible things have already happened. I'm behind where I should be in life right now. It's my choice, though

angelsfall,
you are just all over the place. I am having trouble not picturing you as some curious kid on a keyboard making things up. Make no mistake. What you are insinuating is not only suicide, but suffering. You wouldn't be the first guy to wake up in a cell with blood on your hands and no memory of a crime. You're having fun with very real stuff that can burn you.

Point taken, P. Tx. Granny, I save my energy for people who spend too much of their own on me. Not getting into that discussion due to all the haterz, but we end up all of us keeping each other down and many die young and tragically 😉

angelswillfall: Fair enough... I really don't want to debate your philosophies or beliefs, just wanted to point out the absurdity of the term... Please don't think I'm bowing to the threat of your "powers" to seek revenge ten fold, because by my own beliefs, it will come back to you "3x3", possibly more; and all I have to do is sit back and watch 😊...

Your experiences are indeed thrilling, and what some people don't understand is the adrenelin rush, and how addictive it is...However, I feel you shouldn't force, or tempt, these experiences... Some day you may find yourself seeking help from those on this site, as you've may bite off more than you can chew...

Thank you for posting.

what you speak of is not supernatural, but preternatural. You really need to look into this stuff.

OK
Come back in 10 yrs, let us know how you're doing.
Sounds like you've struggled in the past, in and out of institutions. Maybe it is time for light.

P I actually enjoy this stuff. Hopefully it will not be lifted. I want as much firsthand experience of the supernatural as possible

"let's be mature and stick to topic"
Is that even possible in this thread? Reading what zzsgranny wrote below, I'm not sure what topic you (r) falls under. Whatever it is, I'm glad to hear you're in a better place. If real, no one gets out as easy as you claim, though. I've never heard of Demonic oppression being lifted after having met a new girlfriend.

Granny, philosophy and openmindedness lead to new and wonderful things. Once Christianity had no definition, but look what happened with that. My belief system is one where I don't believe in heaven or hell, etc, but, if given the choice, would choose to burn in hell for eternity rather than twiddle my thumbs in heaven. Hence, my adoption of satanic principles as a contingency plan. Perhaps agnostic satanist is a better term, but I feel better by not acknowledging the existence of god at all. We could debate the semantics forever, but if we do I hope you're giving the same treatment to Mormons and scientologists.

Thank you champion because that's what I was looking for when I came here. The story I posted is the most recent event that has occurred in my life. It ended late last year when a beautiful woman came into my life. Yes, it was terrifying, but I am an adrenaline junky and began to enjoy it. I plan on posting prior experiences shortly. My next adventure is a ghost hunt I'm planning for my birthday here in TN. 😉

atheist: "One who disbelieves or denies the existence of God or gods."

Satanist: "an adherent of Satan or Satanism"
Satanism: "The worship of Satan characterized by a travesty of the Christian rites."

Atheistic Satanist: Sorry, no definition found, only opinions and phlosophies stemming from, in my opinion, those who want to keep their cake and eat it, too...

Reminds me of the song lyrics: "I swear there ain't no Heaven, and I pray there ain't no Hell"...

Again: oxymoron...

angelswillfall- I checked bluefoxx and your right they never leave a good or relevant comment and I'm just saying don't be like them. I don't care what beliefs one has, we should all respect the others belief. Their is no reason why a satanist/christian/muslim/atheist etc. Etc can't sit down and discuss the paranormal in a civilized manner. That's why I love YGS it has them all from all over the world. Now let's start over and you tell us what's new since you posted your story.

Champion

those who have to brag... Are usually the ones who are without. Those who have, normally say nothing.
A truth I have learned through my short years thus far.

angelswillfall- Your story is quite disturbing and I can understand why some people will not believe you but your harsh wording in your first reply only proves that they are right. Lighten-up, we are all here to learn and exchange advice not barbs.

Respectfully,
Champion

"have grown to enjoy the whole thing"
Missed his profile before posting.
I have to say now, the whole package just seems rediculous.

I think your just a very naughty boy who's imagination has run away on him. Try watching less horror movies and get a life. You probably still live at home with mummy and Daddy and the closest you get to a woman is when you sit beside one on the school bus!

angelswillfall: I glanced at your profile, and I have to say, the term "Satanic atheist" is an oxymoron... Atheists do not believe in dieties of ANY kind, including Satan...I'm not knocking your choice of religions; to each his/her own, but please!...If you want your Daddy Satan to trust you, you have to believe in his main rival: God

Kids, now-a-days 😆

I think you could be either mentally disturbed, or dealing in a case of demonic oppression. It would appear, being the latter, you've invited or welcomed it in many ways. These things never end good, no matter how good you may be feeling at first.