Comments for Entity Is Attached To Me And Has Sexual Encounters: Page 1

empty_elegy,

You just stated, (Quoted...)

"I am afraid to try anything against the evil one... I don't feel him often, but he sure does make himself known with that feeling he gives off."

The technique I have offered is not a 'direct attack' against anything... It is a very basic cleansing and shielding technique. I myself and a few others on this site have tried this... One of them (Trix) even posted about what happened to them when they did...

Http://www.yourghoststories.com/real-ghost-story.php?story=13085

Fear is one of the emotions that these type of Entities 'thrive' off of and they will do things that 'enhance' that emotion in the person they have 'attached' to. I'm not trying to scare you with that statement, just offering a possibility as to the 'WHY' it's happening...

Respectfully,

Rook

empty_elegy,

With out more information it's hard to make a determination as to the 'true nature' of Either Entity...

Your usual (sexual in nature) entity has all the halmarks of being an Incubus. As I stated earlier... Descriptions of Incubi range from Demonic in Nature to simply a Jealous Entity that 'thrives' off of 'sexual energy'.

The one in your 'Dream'...well there in lies a problem... It may have been just a vivid dream, or a Journey on the Astral Plain... It's hard to tell from the information you have provided. The Astral Plain (Spiritual Realm) certianly does have it's fair share of ENTITIES and their 'motives' range the full spectrum that ours do here in teh physical... From 'Good to Bad to down right Evil in Nature' so it's very hard to say just what this may have been... Have you provided all the deatails? Or could you post another experience relating the whole thing?

Respectfully,

Rook

Ugh please don't think I am changing my story or anything I am tired, I usually don't get on my laptop until 5am, I am too lazy to check my email through my smartphone sometimes.
I honestly just want to know what these men are.
I am afraid to try anything against the evil one... I don't feel him often, but he sure does make himself known with that feeling he gives off. I am never scared, and he fills me with pure terror. If he can get into my dreams, what else might happen to me I don't know.

Now that I really think about it, since I have it in writing:
The voice that spoke to me when I was 10 had the presence of the evil one in my dream.
The sexual entity has a different feeling, he only is violent with me when he is jealous, but the evil presence... Gives me chills. Makes my skin crawl. The air around me grows still, I am filled with nothing but pure terror when I am near him.

... Is is me or are there two?!
... Or is he just bipolar?!

Also, I do recall I had a bad dream:
My grandpa was driving me to my grandma's house in my dream. However, he wasn't going toward her house, he was instead driving in the direction of his apartment on the beach, I knew so because I am familiar with many roads because I drive alot. Keep in mind, my grandpa has been dead for years. When I looked over at him asking why he isn't going to my grandma's house, he kept saying something about finding money for all of us, he had a dark shadow on his face... When I looked up, it was the feeling of something familiar, actually evil feeling, not the entity but more powerful, however that was NOT my grandpa, he was disguised, my grandpa would never do something like that. I know that when you dream of dead loved ones, you don't follow them... Or you die too. That was not my grandpa, but that was something that wanted me to join him, hoping to trick me. I woke up crying and shaking, I told my grandma.
I felt that presence only a few times in my life. That was not my usual entity.
What I want to know is what that evil presence is, and what my usual entity is. The evil presence wants me to join the dead for some reason. The usual entity is sexual but wants me alive.

wow so I just logged on and didn't expect THIS many responses so quick... Well, haven't realy tried to videotape it, I would honestly feel awkward about it; due to the sexual nature of the entity, I would not like the video in the wrong hands *cough*
The entity was there with me since I was a child, he did no harm honestly. It's weird for me to say I don't mind the sex, however I posted this because I just want to know what he is. He is violent because he is jealous, he says I belong to him. I am not sure what is so special about me, but I have the rare ability to be able to be extremly empathetic or whatever you call it: whether it is a human or unseen, I can feel what they feel if it is strong without even looking at them. I am also an artist, able to make whatever I create so real you want to touch the picture. (Not tooting my own horn, but maybe anyone would know if those abilities affect anything?)
I am never able to draw his face, he puts a mental block on me. When I think about what his face may look like he doesn't want me to see. I typed the wrong age I meant 10, 8 was when I hit puberty (sorry for age difference, was 5 am typing this, either way it adds up to 10+ years which is a while o.o)
I never said he was an incubus or demon, I do recall I named him an entity in my story because my post is to find out what he is. That book I read was scary, however it was broad daylight, maybe 2 pm when I read it. Several hours later I went to bed with my nightlight on. It takes me forever to actually fall asleep, sometimes hours. I know I was wide awake when I felt his breath and felt the vibration of his voice in my face.
I was hoping to not have people arguing on this thread, but I suppose it is inevitable with so many mindsets meeting in one place.
Today I felt his presence in my car when I drove home around 2 am. Keep in mind, he communicates to me through my head (weiiiiird I know I know) but he said the border getting thinner as it draws closer to the Day of the Dead. I went to use the restroom when I got home from this guys house I've been dating. When I was about to brush my teeth I felt the enity's presence, I felt his arms wrap around me and bend me over the sink. My clothes were still on but I felt a sensation uhm down there as if it were penetration. I have a healthy sex life, in fact I had sex with the guy I'm dating three hours before, so I am not sexually frustrated in any way, in fact I was a bit tired. But the whole time I couldn't move, I felt like I was being choked with both hands at some point, I even felt his hand clasp around on the right side of my face. Again, I feel that he is jealous.
Seriously... Anyone know what he is? He is something of the darkness he tells me, however he does nothing malevolent other than being violent during intercourse when he is jealous.

TIGERKING,

Your insights have proven intresting reading and sometimes it's not what is said, but how it's said.

This comment concerns me however...

"I don't want to go around researching things from a lot of different places. That way things from different places interfere with others and it becomes watered down or just plain messy."

This kind of goes against the 'Spirit' of Learning and Debate that I hope still exisits here on this site. If one always takes things at face value one becomes a mindless drone that is incabible of thinking for oneself. Research, Learning and Trial and Error can be the best learning tools we have it would be a shame not to use them.

I do have to admit that I wonder how much 'experience' an individual can have when they use a term such as 'readed' however...😲 (Though Country of Origin... In this case Hungary, should be considered...😁)

Thanks for Joining the Site, come along for the ride, it's going to be a doozy.

Respectfully,

Rook

First of all let me say your not crazy, many many people have these types of experiences, every night all over the world... I find it a little bit of a concern that your experiences started at such a young age, that is something that is not very common at all... These experiences started out whilst you were 8 years old, whilst reading a book about its breath and don't look into it's eyes, then all of a sudden you felt something touch you of which you knew was something separate? Was this just as you were falling to sleep? That question is important in understanding what your going through... I don't believe an incubus would attach itself to a 8 year old... And if it was a real Incubus you would know the difference... I would think a malicious spirit or something of a evil nature is using mind control on you to make these experience present themselves the way they do... Or these experiences are manifesting through fearful subliminal suggestion? Either way our spiritual mind works separately to the conscious state of mind and some malicious energies now how to deceive our realities... It is your conscious mind who is being held hostage for reasons previously explain... Have you had other psychic experiences? You can take control of the situation but you will need you to open your mind and take concious control of these experiences?

man people in here are touchy. I wasn't bickering thanks. But I had to correct the statement that said not all demons were bad. I should have said if its not bad, its not a demon. Rook (enchanted wise bird), I read a few of your comments and I like your mindfulness. Please don't put me in your negative list. And as for talking on this story in the way I have, I thought it was just a discussion.

and to the other person who wanted me to e-mail him. I don't want to go around researching things from a lot of different places. That way things from different places interfere with others and it becomes watered down or just plain messy.

As for all the negative posts I keep seeing. I think there are a few unruly "living" souls lurking these forums.

Respectfuly

TIGER

P4r4n0rm4l and TIGERKING,

Take your bickering elsewhere...it's all symantics anyway...

Let's use real dictionary definitions and clear this up shall we...

Demon: a supposed ghost or spirit regarded as evil.

Entity: (Object) Something that exists as or is perceived as a single separate object. (Existance) Philosophy the state of having existence. (Essential Nature) Philosophy the essence or character of something.

A Demon BY DEFINITION, is a Spirit regarded as evil.

A Entity BY DEFINITION, is something that exisits...'nature undetermined'.

Go 'play' somewhere else please.

Respectfully (?),

Rook

empty_elegy,

Thank you for sharing this with us here on this site, as you can see there are many different 'ideas' and Points of view, some have more merit than others, so please look all of them over, do your own research and then choose which methods to use.

The most direct answer to the question you pose is fairly simple... Why would an inteligent 'being' do away with a 'good source' of 'enrgy' (for lack of a better word). There are many myths and stories concerning this type of Entity... Some liken them to Demons, others describe them as 'Spirits' that 'feed' off of the 'energy' (emotions) that are experienced during 'intercourse'.

I do not pretend to know the real answer but I know of and actually use a technique... One that has been used by others on this site that is designed to keep negitive energy/entities away. This is it...

Recipe for a Home Cleansing/Shielding... (allow for two or 3 days to complete)

Day one: Open all curtains window and doors with screens installed, let fresh air and sunshine into the home. Have all closets, cabinets and other 'dark spaces' open so that as much natural light as possible can enter those spaces. After 2-3 hours take a broom and 'sweep' out each room (this is symbolic and you do not have to really sweep) focus your thoughts on sweeping (pushing) out all negative energies / entities /thoughts. Close home up after completing each room of your home... Please do not forget your garage if you have one. (Optional) Light incense (sandalwood or Dragons-blood works well for me) and let aroma fill the home, and/or play a tape that contains your favorite Church songs before you begin sweeping.

Day two (or three): Once again open all curtains, windows and doors. Take a White candle (Optional) to the center most point of the home, sit on the floor and place candle in front of you. Light the candle (visualize a white ball of light) and then focus on the flame... Visualize the flame (white light) filled with positive thoughts, energy. (Say a prayer at this time if you so desire... Ask for cleansing positive energy to fill the candles flame/white light). Hold this 'image' in your mind and then visualize the flame (light) slowly expanding outward, visualize it filling the room your in, every corner and 'dark space'. Continue to visualize it expanding...it's outer edges pushing away (burning away) any and all negative energies/entities out and away from each room in your home. Once you have visualized this flame (light) filling your entire home, picture it expanding to your property lines. Hold this image in your mind for a few moments then visualize 'anchoring' this flame (light) where you are sitting which is the center most point of your home. Once you have done this. Take a deep breath, relax a few moments and then blow out the candle. (If you didn't use a candle just let yourself relax a moment or two.) "

Now you can create a shield for yourself using the 'home shield' technique but instead of focusing on your home visualize the 'flame' simply surrounding you instead of your home... Best time to do this is after a nice shower using a rosemary scented soap (rosemary is good for purification and protection.)

Now pardon me for a moment...

Moongrim,

I have let many comments of yours go by. I have 'walked away' from any sort of confritation with you. I have even offered your 'cold iron' technique giving you credit for it when I posted the link. Yet when ever somebody mentions myself, or one or tow other posters you tend to reply with something along the lines of... (quoted so there is no misunderstanding)

"Don't take any wooden nickels from self proclaimed 'spiritualists'. Because a lot of snake oil salesmen 'cures' often make problems worse."

It seems you have a problem with the advice I give, and yet you never attack the advice, you just attempt to 'slam' me, or others of a like mind. So I'd like to give you your chance... Come on over to one of my Experiences... PICK ONE, anyone, and say your piece as I do not wish to detract further from the O/P'S Need's here on this experience.

I have cast my glove at your feet, will you 'pick it up?'

Respectfully,

Rook

Fanny is right. This is way out of our league, but the others she mentioned are great for stepping in the right direction. I hope it all works out, sweetie.

Mr. TIGERKING
And where do you know that ALL of them are bad/evil? Because your religion says soo? Let's say that recently I did a kind of big research on demons. But I don't want to post links in comments and go off topic. If you intrested you find my mail address in my profile and can contact me here then I can give links to what makes me think that way

mr/mrs p4r4n0rm4l.

You say not all demons are bad? What kind of logic is that? Who told you that? The word demon means an evil being. Those who claim to know but dont, shouldn't. Not only is it a danger for you, it's a danger for others. They are just plain messed up and don't know it.

pure madness. That would leave someone an emotional wreck.

Thanks for sharing your story with us empty_elegy. Keep in mind that not all demon are bad/malevolent, altrough from what I know/readed (and seemingly that story further confirmes) usually incubuses can get violent. I suggest you that if you wouldn't mind your entity staying with you if he would change then try talk about it with him and maybe he will listen to you. Or in the case if he wouldn't listen or you just want to get rid of him then I can say the same what Fanny did. I'm sure that you will find help there with cleansing guides and other stuff cause the site have a lot of helpful ppl

Moongrym, I am not trying to pick a scrap with you, despite the fact that this is the second comment that you've posted today (in an area that means a lot to me) that I disagree with.

BUT...

When you say "Cold Iron is tried and true", do you mean that you yourself have tried it as a remedy and found that it truly works, or are you passing along information that you heard of elsewhere.

Even if your friends tell you something is true, it's still a rumor unless you check it out yourself.

This is a serious venue in which to be "solving" problems with rumors.

Don't take any wooden nickels from self proclaimed 'spiritualists'. Because a lot of snake oil salesmen 'cures' often make problems worse.

Try the tried and true remedies:
Cold Iron for one.
Cold iron is a poetic and archaic term for iron, referring to the fact that it feels cold to the touch. In modern usage the term has been most associated with folkloric beliefs that iron could ward off ghosts, fairies, witches, and/or other malevolent supernatural creatures.
Http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Iron_in_folklore#Cold_iron

Http://ezinearticles.com/?Sexual-Hauntings-2---How-To-Get-Rid-Of-An-Incubus-Or-Succubus&id=6270407

i have read an story on this site of a woman who said no to this kind of entity and he got voilent with her now don't take my words as advice I'm only saying what I've read so you should get someone to help you in this but I agree with fanny you should contact one of those people he mentioned they will know what to do and can give you more information

Hope everything works out it sounds like a horrible thing to go through
❤ ❤

I am concerned at the fact that this entity has obviously been with you most of your life and has gotten violent as you got older... And the sexual contact. Is the frequency getting more often as well? Have you ever tried to tell the entity that it was unwanted? I am in agreeance with others in contacting someone for help. Have you tried to capture any of the contact on video or even a digital recorder?
May god bless and keep you safe

HOLY CRAP! That's terrifying, even for an adult! I have no advice for you except maybe you should try to get in touch with Rook, Granny, Jav or Indigo. They all have extensive knowledge of the paranormal and are your best bet at figuring this out. Rook even has a house cleaning routine that may help you rid your home of whatever this is.

Good luck!

Best,
Fanny ❤