Comments for Did I Meet My Guardian Angel?: Page 1

Lady_Night,

Again my apologies in advance...

Guys, Guys...let's take this 'Troll Feeding' to another thread...I'll offer this one...

Http://www.yourghoststories.com/real-ghost-story.php?story=5020

It's one of mine and is set in an apropos place... So Zalwang, Jav, Taz, Granny and everyone that want please come on over and let us continue this part of the discussion on my experience where it WILL NOT detract from the O/P expectations of sharing her experience with us.

Besides Zalwang, you never replied to my post... Was it simple enough for you? Please answer at the above link. Thanks...

Respectfully,

Rook

Taz and RenVolKov: No need to apologise, but thank you!...I totally understand how easy it is to get caught up in the web these trolls spin... But they're like stray dogs: if you feed them they'll hang around, if you don't, they'll go away... 😆

Good minus o makes god and evil plus d makes devil, so if I'm good il meet god and evil il meet the devil... Hmm bit like an advert

I apologize as well for my spamming and adding gas to the fire.

zalwang I 100%' agree with the other readers I can't understand your purpose for visiting ygs when you clearly state "your not a real Christian if you believe that ghost crap", then you say your not a christian but you believe in angels and demons, its all confusing and you just seem to make smart remarks like your better or wiser than us. Christians have got a lot of blood on their hands through centuries so let's not act innocent now.

zzsgranny ooops I got caught up with another troll must stop letting them get to me 😢
Your quiet right (as normal)

Lady night sorry for running with this

People please: Stop feeding the troll 😆!

Zalwang: If you don't have anything constructive to add to the comments on any of the stories on this site, you're more than welcome to exit, stage left...

Enough is enough from you... 😐

so now your admitting to lieing as well?
Saying one thing ~doing other ~what you say is a lie!
So zalwang is ~ a christian, not christian, jerk, and a person who enjoys lieing oh and not to forget cursed at birth!?!

Anything else? Could offer a few surgestions if you get stuck~
Transexual,alien abductee,alien,possessed,dead
In relationship with spirit/sucubi, the pope, martin,
In a coma using psycic powers to communicate?

Feel free to use any or all I'm sure the way you drop them into your comments people will trust you>

Zalwang no one even mentioned that this site was just about ghosts. We're all well aware of the fact that it's about angels and demons and all that good stuff. Real christian jerks preach most of the time just like you seem to like doing. Honestly if you don't believe in any of this stuff then why sit down and bother staying on this site?

Dude special I think I'm the worst person on all this world. If you are alive then you are special not me but everyone else. Because being alive already means to be special.

Well this site is not only about ghosts but also about demons and angels. So yeah your wrong. I will give you a tip. Real christian are those whose words and action are one. Not like me. I say one and I do something else.That's just way to wrong.

Zalwang,
You did happen to read the name of this place before you checked in, right?
"YOUR GHOST STORIES"
So yes, we know why we're here and we're doing the best we can, where and when we can. What puzzles me, as I'm sure it does others, is why you are here, You are obviously not a believer in this stuff, so what is your purpose?
If all you want to do is stand around screaming at us to not believe in the things that we do, then you're wasting your time. If you have a story to post, then post it. But don't be surprised afterward if you don't gather a crowd with it because you've already tipped your hand.
And here's another thing you may want to think about. You are not the first, and you won't be the last. But for certain you are not the best, not even close. We've got a couple of regulars that can spin circles around you man. Get over yourself, you are not as special as you would like us to think you are, seriously dude.

Jav

Zalwang you seem to like contradicting yourself a lot. First in "three strange stories" you did mention that you're a christian and now your whining and picking fights that your not one. Make up your damn mind kid. Also if you don't believe in this "ghost crap" then why the hell are you on this site?

If people here believe in ghosts and such then let them be. Who the hell are you to preach what we can and can't believe in. Also "If you believe in all this ghost crap then your not real christian." That's spoken like a true christian no matter what way you twist it. Annoying little troll.

again in another post you say you are! Why lie?
So if only none christians believe does that now mean as you say your not christian you now do beleive? Your one hard guy to work out!?!?

xD people can't you read I said that I'm not real christian and there is much more to it. If you believe in all this ghost crap then your not real christian.

lady_night interesting story 😊 not sure how I missed this one.

Whatever it was that visited you as long as it makes you feel the way it does then I say enjoy the experiance, your very lucky to have this happen.

I hope you and your mum are ok and she gets better soon depression can be hard on the whole family.
Carl
P.s sorry for jumping in and having words with zalwang "the strange one"

Lady_Night,

I offer my apologies in advance, but I have to say something to a certain 'poster'... But first... Thank you for granting your permission, I will 'do what I must' and post my validation points... If I'm 'on the mark' I will then post my 'feelings / findings'. Again, many, many thanks.

Zalwang,

Ask and ye shall receive... (Quoting You):

"Wait! Who of you belives in Bible? I want to hear simple answers answers."

I stand up and say I DO!

I am an Ordained Teacher and High Priesthood Holder in my Church. I believe in the Bible and all the Teachings of our HEAVENLY FATHER and HIS SON.

Is that simple enough for you? I have also read your comments on the other experiences and I second taz's comment "you say you are a Christian and yet here on this experience you say your not... Which is it? Are you or aren't you?

Respectfully,

Rook

zalwang 😊 hi there
You say your not a real christian now?
In "3 strange stories" you say you are a christian so which was the lie?
Oh I see that people can't help others with lies! Oops? 😆

[at] Moondefi

I know your stories, I read them, I found them very interesting 😊
Sure we could compare... Unfortunately I'm not a good drawer, I would love to draw a picture of Lucius to load it up here, I tried and it always looked so stupid I had to laugh after drawing it 😢
I can't see your email address on your page, I don't know why... But I have my email address up too, feel free to send me a mail 😊

Hi:) I just found your story and was in shock because I have a very similar person, who I also am (at this point) hoping they also are my guardian angel instead of a more dark being. Mine is even fairly similar in looks based off your description, but not totally. I have a dream posted of him on here if you would like to check it out maybe we can compare! I also have faced a lot within the past few years especially and this man has always been there and happened to be more open about appearing lately more likely because of suicidal thoughts I have had and he just made me feel better:)

With that said also be careful! Many things with a more "evil" (if that's what you would like to call it) purpose try to make themselves more appealing to get close to you which is something to be prepared for.

I would love to talk more so feel free to email me I have it up on my page!

[at] Zalwang,
Listen dude, you need to just calm down. You come to this site, out of no where, and all you've done is crap on every page you've stopped. Now I don't care what you THINK your reasons are for this, but they aren't righteous, that's for sure. And it looks to me like you want to be a righteous person, am I right? Well, as I see it, you probably thought you'd come here and wave your Bible around, maybe save a few souls and pass on some words of wisdom to to all us sinners in the crowd. Right? No matter, what you've failed to recognize is the people here already have enough of your kind hanging around. You are nothing new, or special, just another clown on a mission who still can't see the Forrest for the trees. Because if you paid attention to what we do here, instead of running around like your hair is on fire, you would have noticed that folks here are helping each other. They are reaching out to lend a hand up to others in need. They don't do it for fame or fortune, they help because they can.
Now, I'm sure you've been shown, and reminded about, the guidelines set forth for commenting on these stories. And since you refuse to comply with those guidelines you have proven to all that you are not an honorable person. Nor are you a gentleman. And to top it all off, you have no manners. You're starting to give the rest of us Christians a bad name. So do yourself a favor and go back to where you came from and try to learn how to act around normal people. Anybody can be a jerk, it takes thought and effort to be person others can respect. And without that, it doesn't matter how loud you yell, we still won't hear your words.

[at] your_dude

How often do people have to repeat this. Lucius isn't equal with Satan, Devil or stuff like that. It's "light bearer", just like Lucifer. And I LOVE this name. Light is something good. And yes, Lucifer is the name of a Fallen Angel, but just because it's one Fallen Angel with this name it does NOT mean everyone named Lucifer or something similar is bad, evil, satanic or whatever, does it?
By the way, my real life name is Michelle, and I'm saying this because Michelle comes from Hebrew Mikael (I think it was spelled like this) and this means "Who is like God?" So, first, my name is actually a question (I always have to laugh if I think about this, never heard of another name meaning a question if it's translated) and, second, I'll never get the point of this question. So, you see, a name is a name, it could mean more, but it doesn't have to. I think parents actually give their children names they like, and not names that have a specific meaning, do they?
And I think with "I'll be back" he meant that I will feel or hear him in a bit, not that he's leaving, he just left my dream, although I wish I had dreamed a bit more.

[at] Zalwang

Unfortunately I'm too polite to just ignore you. I just want to say that I read your post, and I think it's crap (sorry for this word). If you believe in God you can believe in Orbs, spirits, demons, whatever. You have to find your own faith, I think.
Second, if you want to discuss about how many people on this website believe in the Bible, I won't prevent you from doing it. But please, not in the comments of my story.

[at] Pendragon

Thanks. I already said, THOSE HORNS WERE BEAUTIFUL. They fitted the rest of his appearance. And he hasn't to be my Guardian Angel, he could just be another Guardian, so, why shouldn't he have horns? By the way, your Guardians' names are beautiful too 😊

[at] rookdygin

Okay, do the scanning. Although I can't really imagine how this should work, do it. Help is always welcome 😊

Wait! Who of you belives in Bible? I want to hear simple answers answers.

Zalwang:

People with your mentality and argumentative nature get stories deleted or closed. I'm also going to point out that, when Satan was banished from heaven, his name was Lucifer, not Lucius. The names have the same meaning, but I can find a million names that mean "light bearer". It doesn't mean anything. A name is a name, is a name is a name.

Rook:

Haha! Thanks! I've been missing this place. Sort of. It's good to see familiar faces.:D

Regards,
Penny ❤

Zalwang,

Your absolutely right, kids should not be eaten at night... They are better as a breakfast treat... 😉

Now that I got that out of my system let me quote you...

"Oh please don't give me that crap. Even if that's all would be true and if his name is Lucius you can't be 100% sure that he wasn't lying. Because devil is the master of lying."

The O/P has stated she has received an EVP where this is what was asked and the the answer they received said (and I quote):

""Do you like god?" and when I listened to what I recorded I heard a noise that sounded like "Ja", which means "Yes" in German."

I'll even quote myself on this on as it's easier to quote to walls than 'Talk' to them...

"If my memory serves me correctly no 'unclean' thing would be able to answer that question in a positive manner... Please let's look beyond the 'Name' and consider the details of the experience as it seems to be on going..."

This is the thrid time this has been addressed, if someone has a real 'point' to make concerning the name thing then please make it... If not can we please put it to rest... I mean come on... 3 Popes and a Kinsman to Paul... The name can't be all that bad / evil.

You also ask a very good question (and I'll quote you):

"Only one question how someone who belives in God can believe such things as orbs?"

Speaking as someone who does believe in God and his Son (and holds the Priesthood for the Church I belong to) I'll give you my answer...

We are Spirits in our pre-mortal existence... In this state we abide with Heavenly Father... Once we 'cross the veil' and 'take on' a physical body our spirit can not return to Heavenly Father until the 'Resurrection' in which our 'perfected bodies' and our Spirits are 'rejoined'...JUDGED...and allowed to enter Heaven...OR... Are Banished... I'm waxing way more Religious than I normally do... Bottom line is... There is a time after physical death where Spirit's have not crossed over. During this time they, if they want... May try and manifest themselves... It takes energy to do this... And the amount of energy 'found / used' by the spirit in question determines if it appears as a full body apparition or a simple orb... Or if it's only able to make a tapping sound...

So, Yes I believe... Yes I think Spirit's can manifest as Voices, Orbs or Full Body Apparitions... Is it so hard to grasp this concept?

Pendragon:

Welcome back, well said and Thank You for the vote of Confidence. 😁

Respectfully,

Rook

Oh please don't give me that crap. Even if that's all would be true and if his name is Lucius you can't be 100% sure that he wasn't lying. Because devil is the master of lying.

I'm not going to rant at everyone I'd like to; this isn't the place for it. I will say that, in some cultures and belief systems, horns are meant to represent earth deities, and can actually be a sign if goodness or holiness. Sounds weird, but true - in ancient Greek paintings, Demeter was sometimes depicted with horns, and then there were Satyrs and Pan - none of which were actually evil in the slightest. Just my two cents on that.

That being said, I actually believe you may be in a situation similar to mine - I have a (or at least one) guardian spirit, and he has darker hair and eyes, and the names I get (which is why I think there are two) are just that to me - names - often switch between Dimitri and Caine. Neither of which name ever seem to be looked on in a positive light, but my guardians have actually delivered news to me and saved my life more than once. I don't get the eerie tingling on the back of my neck like a lot of people here have said, but reading it, again, fills me with a sense of familiarity, and it just makes me smile. I am just lucky that I can communicate with my guardians telepathically - it's kind of nice and I know that sense of comfort you feel from yours all too well.

And I need to say it - some of these comments make me shake my head - why does everyone always jump to demons after it's already stated that one is atheist or agnostic? It's kind of silly.

And if you really wanted some answers, I would accept Rooks help - s/he has helped many others in the past (I haven't been on here since last summer, but I do recall some good talks with Rook about a few topics), and I do believe he could help you a bit more by doing a scan of your house.

Anyway, I've rambled long enough! Good luck with Lucius! (I do love his name by the way. No evil vibes from it on my end what so ever, though I don't know what that counts for, lol)

Regards,
Penny ❤

xD guys you just had a bad nightmare that's all. Kids don't eat at night!
And yeah your_dude serves you right.
Only one question how someone who belives in God can believe such things as orbs?

Lady_Night

Orbs (my take on them): Orbs are spirits (entities) that have 'found' enough energy to begin to manifest... However it's only enough that they are seen as a orb... This might be a white orb, a blue orb, a brown orb, a orange orb... You get the picture... If the spirit is intelligent then it may have chosen to use only enough energy to appear as an orb... It can do this with EVP's as well...

I'm reasonably sure everyone here is familiar with Electromagnetic Energy...it's the 'field that all the ghost hunting shows are always measuring... Unless drawing directly from an individual it is that 'field' that a spirit can draw energy from to allow it to do whatever it's trying to do... In some cases this is a residual situation and only happens at times where there is enough 'energy' in the air to allow 'playback'. In 'active cases' the spirit draws in the energy it needs and if it can gather enough it can then interact with the physical world...

As far as a 'scan' goes...I'm asking permission to Remote View/ Astral Project myself into your home so that I may 'pick up', in a more direct manner, the things you have been experiencing... Entirely up to you... Thanks again.

PS:

Your_dude: Let me quote you first..."2.You said Lucius and I kind of was like o.o Lucius was my nickname when I was younger and the meaning of that word is devil." If you had taken the time to review the posts you would have seen this from myself (quoted from previously):

"Bible Dictionary Lucius:

Of Cyrene, a Christian teacher at Antioch (Acts 13:1), and Paul's kinsman (Rom. 16:21). His name is Latin, but his birthplace seems to indicate that he was one of the Jews of Cyrene, in North Africa.

Lucius III; -noun (Ubaldo Allucingoli), died 1185, Italian ecclesiastic: Pope 1181 - 85.

Lucius II; - noun (Gherardo Caccianemici dell' Orso), died 1145, Italian ecclesiastic: Pope 1144 - 45.

Lu

This story... I felt really strange after reading it because I have heard about these kind of things before. My mother had this weird dream two years ago. She said that she saw a tall good looking man who was dressed in black cloths and he had long hairs. He was trying to calm her down because she was really sorowful. He opened his arms and hugged her. She said that he hugged her so tight then he touched her chest. And she said that in the dream she was crying. When she woke up she wasn't feeling so good. She told me that her chest were really hurting. After that I asked her if she's allright. Then she told me about this dream she said that she saw an angel dressed in black clouths.I'm not all that religious and I don't know so much about angels and demons as my mom do because she goes to church every week. But I have read Bible with her and I remember reading about that angels are wearing white not black clouthes. Laiter she said me then man she saw wasn't God's angel but she mentioned that for a moment she felt so calm and peaceful what was really weird. So that's why I was interesed in your story because it was similar to my mothers dream. But there are two things which worries me.
1.You mentioned that he said I will be back. But guardian angels don't leave that human who they need to protect.
2.You said Lucius and I kind of was like o.o Lucius was my nickname when I was younger and the meaning of that word is devil.
I don't want to worry you or anything so please forgive me if I am. But that is my experiance.

Oh, I made a mistake in my last post, the last four words aren't supposed to be there, don't know from where they came 😊

[at] rookdygin

The uncomfortable feeling lasted about a week, now it's better, I tried to imagine my bed burning in a white flame (may sound stupid, but it worked, like my door)

I just was scared of that orb showing up again and explode or so, I think I've read too much about ball lightings (those orbs who show up shortly after thunderstorms and explode, I don't know if it's the correct name) 😆

I asked Lucius if the orb was him and I didn't get an answer... Maybe it's something different?

I also used Google to find stuff about orbs, it said something about Arch Angel Micheal, but I don't think that's the reason, I don't see a reason why this angel would visit me, except that his name sounds pretty much like mine.

How would this scanning thing work?

How would this scan

Lady_Night,

How long have you felt uncomfortable in your bed? (Last Few Days is kind of vague) I ask because if you have shielded your room (and it took) then you should feel very relaxed and safe there.

If this orb is a manifestation of your 'guardian' then it may not wish to be photographed... You can always ask 'him' to 'pose' so that you can take a picture of him.

I'd like to 'scan' your home, if you will allow me to. This will allow me to answer your questions better... I will even offer validation points before I say anything that way we know I'm talking about your home...

Know this, if you say no, then that's it, unless you ask and I'll continue to do my best to answer your questions. If however you say yes, then I will 'feel/see' things that are going on in your home/room...and be better able to answer your questions. Either way I will do my best to help you.

(I ask here in on the forum because others may be helped by open and honest 'readings' and discussion about matters like this.)

Respectfully,

Rook

[at] rookdygin

I already started to take pictures of my apartment randomly, I even took pictures of the wall behind me, but there was nothing, like this orb doesn't want to be photographed 😕

Unfortunately, I haven't got a video camera, and with my cell phone, you only can take videos of two minutes length 😢

By the way, isn't it weird that it always appears above my bed? Not like I'm disturbed by it, I don't feel threatened, but I'm afraid of lying in my bed, I've slept with lights on for the last few days 😐

Lady_Night,

Maybe starting 'small' (your room) was needed... If it feels better now in your room you will find more confidence when you do get to sit down and 'shield' the entire house.

Intersting that you've seen the orb again... Is there a way to set up a camera (video or other wise) that will 'film' your room while you are not there... Or purhaps have a friend take a picture of you in your room and see if this 'orb' shows up in the picture... It would be neat if you happened to get a picture of it.

I'm glad things seem a bit 'lighter' in your home. Please continue to keep us updated.

Respectfully,

Rook

[at] rookdygin

I'm glad you understood what I said, I thought my explanation was rather confusing 😆

I forgot something: It wasn't solid azure but seemed to shimmer, like oil on water. I don't know it's size, but I suppose it was a little bit smaller than a volleyball.
By the way, I think I saw it again yesterday night, I couldn't sleep so I read a bit, and when I yawned, it appeared right in front of me, I jumped and opened my eyes widely, grabbing my cell phone, but it disappeared before I could take a picture 😢

I tried to imagine a white flame in our apartment, unfortunately it was quite cloudy yesterday, I wasn't able to let in the sunlight, but it feels a lot better now, I also imagined a flame in my room, and it seems like negative energy isn't able to cross my door, thanks 😊

Lady_Night,

Thank you for the explanation concerning the orb... That brings more understanding... Or should I say...'paints' a better picture of what was going on when you experienced this... Sorry you missed the photo op...

Please keep us posted, let us know if the 'atmosphere' in your home changes... Sending Positive Thoughts your direction.

Respectfully,

Rook

[at] rookdygin

Thanks, I'll try this.

I had taken a picture of the sunset while I wasn't looking into the sun, we moved four months ago and now I have only one window in my room, which faces north, so I'm never able to see the sun directly. I took my cell phone and took a picture of the west, that was why I opened my window, cause I had to stretch my hand out of my window and take a photo blindly. When I closed my window again, I saw the reflection of this orb in the window pane, it was floating above my bed some meters behind me, my bed is opposite my window. It wasn't one of those "stains" you see if you looked into sunlight for too long, when I turned around, I saw it for a split second, then I blinked and it was gone. I thought I was having hallucinations. But when I saw it in my window's reflection, I stretched my hand out towards the window, thinking it was a funny looking stain on the window pane, and the reflection of this orb was concealed with the reflection of my hand, like normal reflections do, put something in front of them and they disappear. I'm quite sad I didn't take a photo, I still had me cell phone in my hand, it went just too fast.

Lady_Night,

You recently described your home as feeling (I'll quote)

"Everything in our apartment seems black, except my room. And I can't do anything to lighten it up, my mother doesn't want to talk about anything."

Here is something you may want to try, if it doesn't make you uncomfortable. It will take at least two days to complete... Here it is...

Day One: Open up all the windows /curtains/ doors (don't let the animals out...lol) in your home, let the sunlight shine into every room it can for as long as possible (I understand you may have to do this while your Mom is not home). As you do this concentrate on good, happy Positive Thoughts... Visualize them filling your home... Extending into every corner possible.

Day Two: (You will need a good amount of time alone for this) Once again open the windows / curtains / doors letting in the sunlight. Find the center most place in your home. Sit down there and light a white candle (though if your really good at visualzation no candle is needed) focus on the flame (or picture a white light in your mind) Fill it with Positive Energy (Thoughts) then visualize this light (flame) expanding, filling your home, picture every corner of your home... Every closet... Behind the fridge... EVERY CORNER being filled with this Positive Energy... Picture the Dark Feelings, the Oppression and the Negitive Energy being pushed (burnt) out of your home. Picture finally this White Light (Flame) completely around your home... Not allowing negitive energy past it...'see' it anchored in place and 'know' that it is there to keep negitive things out.

It may take more than one time... But you will know it's worked because the atmosphere in your home should feel 'lighter' inside... The mood should be 'happier'. You may even notice that people now have a hard time finding your home, and they may have known you for years. But after this they will say things like...'You know what, I drove right past your home, I don't know what I was thinking.' All this means is that they are dealing with something negitive in their life and your 'Shield' is working...

Yes this is a Shileding technique (sp) I use it in my home... I used it before I Joined the Church I belong to and I still use it being a Priesthood Holder...I've provided the non-religious method here as I will not use this venue to promote my personel religious beliefs.

Please continue to keep us updated and if you do attempt this let us know how it works out for you.

As far as a dark azure orb... Right after taking pictures of the sunset... I have to ask if it is possible that this was an after effect of looking at the sun 'directly' as I see 'orbs' like this if I've forgotten my sunglasses and had the sun in my eyes for a moment... But you state you saw this behind you... Was this a reflection in the window of something behind you? Or had you turned into the room and you saw this out of the corner of your eye? Could you explain further?

Respectfully,

Rook

I had a WEIRD experience some minutes ago. I wanted to take a photo of the sunset so I opened the window. When I had taken the photo and closed the window again, and when I closed it, I saw an orb floating behind me in mid-air. It had a dark azure color. I turned around and it disappeared from one second to the other. What the hell was that?

There are no logical explanations for it, I checked for reflections or so, but nothing would have caused this 😕

Jitow: by the way, I thought you of all people would know that "Jehovah" is not a correct name for God given that it is a bastardized and incorrect translation of "Jah-weh", which is the Hebrew name for God. That would be like calling on Gourd instead of God.

And forcing your religion down other people's throats is just going to make them ignore you. As much as you believe you're speaking "the truth" here, in actuality, you really have no idea what you're talking about. By your faith's own teachings, no one but God really knows what he does or what his reasonings for it are.

[at] Jitow

I'm not trying to find excuses, there is nothing that has to be excused at the moment. If he ever starts harming me, which he never did by now, I'll throw him out like he's an abusive husband. If you feel my oppression, okay, you're right. My mother is down on a point where she had NEVER been in over one year, and if you would stand next to me now, you sure would know what I'm talking about when I say I've got the feeling like I could stretch my hand out in the air and the depression would stick to my hand. Everything in our apartment seems black, except my room. And I can't do anything to lighten it up, my mother doesn't want to talk about anything.
And I'm sorry, but I absolutely do not understand the rest of what you are saying, I'm not involved enough in this religious stuff, excuse me.
The Jesus Christ stuff, I already did this right after the first post in here about a demon in disguise. I tried Jesus Christ, God and also words like "holy" or "bible" and I didn't feel, hear or see anything.
And I refuse to pray or do anything like reciting the bible. I'm sorry, but I do not believe in God and it actually took me a lot of confidence to say the Lord's Prayer out loud during the EVP. I just think it's hypocritical to pray if you don't believe. I do not want to insult anyone who believes in God, if you do and feel fine with praying, it's your opinion, and I don't want to change it. And it's not like I would not like God, I'm not satanic or anything, I just don't care about God, neither about Satan, by the way.

[at] rookdygin

Big THANKS for posting this here. I couldn't find anything like that, I suppose the German websites aren't good enough to find stuff like that. And I will continue asking in the next few days, when I get a chance.

I'm going to nip something in the 'bud' here...

Just because the name Lucius sounds like Lucifer does not make it 'EVIL' get over yourselves people...I'll start here:

Bible Dictionary Lucius:

Of Cyrene, a Christian teacher at Antioch (Acts 13:1), and Paul's kinsman (Rom. 16:21). His name is Latin, but his birthplace seems to indicate that he was one of the Jews of Cyrene, in North Africa.

Lucius III; -noun (Ubaldo Allucingoli), died 1185, Italian ecclesiastic: Pope 1181 - 85.

Lucius II; - noun (Gherardo Caccianemici dell' Orso), died 1145, Italian ecclesiastic: Pope 1144 - 45.

Lu

I looked at your answer to everyone's questions and inquiries. I have to say that all of your answers are consistant with someone is already in the stage of oppression, I did not say you were depressed, I saud oppressed. You are making up excuses for keeping this thing around just like a battered wife makes up excuses for an abusive husband-it is because they hope that they will be good or that they will change which rarely happens. It is there because you have opened the wrong spiritual door with your attempts at telepathy and other things. When we call out into the air to the unknown there is nothing there but evil to answer. Since we have had the complete Bible there has been no reason for God to send angels as messangers. Everyone who has given their life to Christ Jesus does have an angel assigned to them not everyone that has been born. By the way, demons have a way around handling God because they can interpret it as god with a little g. I guarantee if you call on Jesus Christ or Jehovah it will leave if it is evil. I and again agree with all of those who have said to test it and you must test it now and by the name of Jesus Christ, please do this and let us know

doesnt the name Lucius sound a lil like lucifer? Just saying I could be wrong easily.

Run, run, run. I know it seems to be good but they are masters of deception. They cn sound nice and look nice and even give you a good feeling for a short time but their ultimate goal is to hit you while you are down and oppress and hopefully possess. People seeing a guardian angel would be rare to never but people who see the opposite is usually the case and your story is classic "familiar spirit" type of deception. Don't speak to it or think about it anymore, it only goves it strength. Of course it is going to be nice in the beginning. Knowing Jesus Christ is the best defense. If you do not have a personal relationship with Jesus at least test this spirit immediately and let us know the outcome. We are here to help you. If you fell it around or hear it or see it, simply say Jesus Christ qand if the encounter ends immediately or if it protests in any way it is not good and do not entertain speaking or listening to it again.

Thats good then, cause demons cannot lie about loving god, they have to say no all the time. Yeah jsut like I said, I have heard stories with a similar man, just looking out for your well being =) But that sounds pretty clean haha!

I did the EVP yesterday evening. I asked "Do you like god?" and when I listened to what I recorded I heard a noise that sounded like "Ja", which means "Yes" in German. I also said the Lord's Prayer (I don't know why I know it, please don't ask me), I thought it was a good way to test if the answer was a lie, and I got pretty much nothing, so I suppose it's okay.

[at] LittleZebra

I tried telepathy a hundred times, I just never get an answer, that's the problem. I'm used to say things out loud, I suppose that's why I always have to speak. I just use telepathy to communicate with Lucius when I'm in school or when it's night or so, when I can't talk aloud.

[at] HCFwarKLOK

After the EVP I'm pretty sure Lucius doesn't want to do anything bad to me. And if he will, I'll protect myself as good as I can.

[at] Bird_Flu

I think it's his name. I don't really know what else it could be. What do you think?

[at] DARKNESS

I do not realize by now what he is, but he never harmed me by now, and if he will, I'll seek protection, I promise.

[at] Lilady4

First of all, thank you.
I'm still aware of what he could be, cause ghosts can lie too, can't they? But I read about how to protect yourself from demons, if he might be one, and I'll send him away if he turns from good to bad.

Another small experience last night. I couldn't sleep cause my mother was crying in her room next to mine (she has trouble with her boyfriend, unfortunately, again) and I felt so sorry for her, but I couldn't help her, cause this happened once already, and when I went over to ask what was wrong she got angry and sent me back in my room, so I asked Lucius if he could go and calm her down a bit. Seconds after I asked (this time by telepathy), my room went a little colder, and I thought "He's away now". I waited for some minutes and then, my mother stopped crying and my room got warm again. I fell asleep some minutes later.

Did Lucius really calm her down? Cause she was crying very hard, and I couldn't figure out how she would have calmed by herself, and when I asked her this morning about how she slept, she said she slept a little bit after 1.30pm, and that was exactly the time I asked Lucius.

I'm sorry, Lady_Night, but after reading this story, I did not feel right for your sake. From your description of Lucius does not feel like a guardian spirit. Nor does the name, really. But, I have to agree with otteer on this one. Test this being and ask him about God. If he doesn't answer or gets angry at you, ask him to leave before he gets too strong.
Please feel free to email me if you need someone to talk to. "Chin up", and everything will be alright.
Love & Light, Rachel ❤

Lady_Night: Great account! Wow I was reading through these comments and got to redphxs and DeviousAngels, and there comments gave me a little chill down my back because this was the exact same feeling I got from reading your story. Something is a bit odd here I would tread warily regarding this situation, you seem to be very switched on so I do think in time you will come to realise what this being is! Good or bad!

You have been given some great info here I wish you the best of luck with this and do keep us all posted. 😊

Thanks for sharing

Dan

Does Lucios have to be it's name? It could very well mean something of far greater importance.

I agree with everyone else here, if you feel safe, then that's all well and good. But I have also read stories on here, more than one come to think of it, of the same person described in your story, people do think it is a form of demon in disguise, I however am unsure, I also believe Lucifer and satan are 2 different beings, but that's for the other people posting saying they're the same.

You seem like an extremely strong person surviving all the things you have.
But at the risk of sounding the same as everyone, just be weary of him. =)

Lady_night, you don't have to use your mouth to communicate with any spirit. After all, they don't.

You can communicate instead by telepathy - the same way you talk to yourself inside without using your mouth.

Any spirit can hear what you are saying to them... Even our thoughts and emotions can be picked up that way.

From your story, you already have the three clairs*... Seeing, hearing and feeling.

[at] Eclipse2000

Thanks for this story.
I usually don't dream about anything that seems to be my past life. But I like fire really much, the heat and the light, it makes my think that if I had a past life I probably died of fire and this turned to this liking of fire. When I was younger, I almost lit up my bed once by mistake cause I was playing with a lighter 😆

Also I never had someone break into my apartment, but if I'm in threathening situations, I'm able to help myself, so don't worry when Lucius isn't around if this happens 😊

I love your story, It seems that you say you have a Guardian Angel, It could be anything such as someone in your past life, if you ever known we all have one don't we? Well I am not so sure, But I have come across a story that seemed familiar like yours. A lady said she was haunted by a mysterious black figure with a long pony-tale and for some reason he'd always sit next to her when she was very lonesome and hurt. But she'd dream of her own past life, she said that she sat next to him and a fire and for some unknowing reason she said if she gotten to close her hands were burnt, and she woke up in the morning with her fingertips a little red and him[the black figure] sitting behind her rubbing her back although she was not so scared anymore. I also read that someone tried to break in her home and the black figure scared the person away while she was hiding... But that is all. Please Read ~~ Eclipse2000 "Thank you!" 😆 ❤ 😁

[at] otteer

I don't give a damn about my dreams normally, just when something weird happened like somebody died in them. Well, just a dream, then. I'm happy about that, honestly.

Thanks for that link, I used to keep a Dream Journal four years ago, now I only record the weird dreams, if I would record every dream the amount of needed paper would be just ridiculous, I remember too much of my dreams 😆

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dream_journal
This is kind of neat 😊

Id don't think you will kill the fish by unplugging the air... My fish would be all dead if that was the case, ie... You have to clean the tank and turn things off...

As for dreams... Dont read too much into them unless you have a pattern of them coming true. I have had some doozys that have come true, 4 or so, the remaining million were just gibberish lolol! Mostly just a way to work out internal issues. Do you keep a dream log? I used to keep one and loved reading them over at the end of the week. My son keeps one too and we talk about what they mean at the dinner table. Its fun. Maybe you can keep an "event" diary with nightly dreams and include enviornment occurances that you think maybe paranormal.
Good luck with the evp (id ask you dad if you can unplug the tank before you do it though, especially if he goes through the trouble of having a tank, just unplugging it maybe a big deal to him.)

❤ ❤

Couldn't get anything on the EVP, my father has a fish tank and that air pump or whatever you call it was just way too loud. Just heard it's rattling noise. Couldn't shut it off, I didn't found a switch and was scared of killing the fish. Maybe I'll get an answer though. I'll watch out. I'll try recording again when I'm back home again tomorrow evening.

Had a very weird dream this night. I dreamt of a boy (another person I don't know 😕) who got in a machine that resembled a big washing machine. That machine thing turned on and the boy died in it. Coincidence?

Wow, all kinds of comments and answers. Again, and not to be negative, just be watchful, observe, and trust your gut. We all just want you to be alright.

I know this might sound incredibly crazy and I'm sure some people on this site will probably think I am for saying so, and I am fully prepared to deal with that. In many stories I hear where people have a "friend" of a spiritual or invisible nature, I can generally--as redphx puts it--feel something is just OFF about it. However, in spite of what others might think, regardless of whether this is an entity or a coping mechanism, I don't see the harm in feeling comforted by this presence. I would definitely be careful how much you interact with Lucius and be careful not to become obssessed or anything like that, but I don't think that he's a demon or evil spirit. I think he's either a spirit that is trying to comfort you or he was created by your own mind.

The reason I say this is because I've had a similar experience. It's somtehing I don't like to talk about because I feel a little weird admitting I have put any stock whatsoever in a being that could quite possibly be entirely imaginary; but your story touched me in such a way that I want to share my own slightly similar experience. I haven't gone through the exact same things you have, but not too far off. I have a handful of very good friends, a loving boyfriend, and a big family (eight people live in my house, lol). Nonetheless, I've noticed that when I'm in pain or if I feel alone, and sometimes on occasion when neither of those criteria apply, I've had sort of a...mental picture, I guess, of a very attractive-looking man, possibly in late 20s-early 30s range, with very long strawberry blond hair and deep blue eyes. I've come to the conclusion that I'm either nuts and have made up an imaginary protector or this vision I get is of some sort of guardian. I can't put a name to him, but he's there.

Long story short... If nothing else, the best I can say is you're not alone. You're definitely not naive or stupid, so as others have said, I just suggest caution. Otherwise I think you're perfectly fine.

there isn't such thing as a guardian demon but I do think that a demon can take a liking to someone and decide to protect them or comfort them. This would be all by his own will of course and he could change his mind. Demons by nature are very possessive so in that you'd would have to be careful. Please do keep us informed with the EVP's

Okay, so he's not a Guardian Demon, since I'm not promised to any side.

Sure, it could be me subconscious creating some kind of Guardian for me to make me feel better. But I normally never dream of any persons I don't know, I dream about my sister in most occasions, sometimes about my friends or my parents. Could be coincidence, sure, but there are many things that could be coincidence.

I just don't get a reason for my bracelet showing up in a place I already searched, and the MP3 thing, and my bed shaking, I'm sure that my subconsious might be able to create a Guardian, if I need one to feel stronger, but isn't able to shake my bed or move my bracelet. And if Lucius exists in my mind only, those few experiences have to be explained to me.

Lady_Night,

The simple answer is no. (not unless you've promised yourself to the 'darkside' and 'measures' have been taken to ensure you keep that promise).

This spirit has shown itself to you in dream form only, not a physical manifestation correct? This may be a case of your subconscious 'creating' a guardian for you so that you may better navigate the 'hardships' that you currently face. I've seen you describe that you have felt his 'arm' around you recently... And under 'stressful' circumstances... I wonder...

Off to do more research... Please keep us updated, I would love to here the results of the EVP session.

Respectfully,

Rook

It seems like no one, including me, knows what lucius is, or what he wants to do. I have to be careful and watch out if I get more dreams of him, or see him in real. And again I promise I'll protect myself if he turns out to be bad, attacks me or/and hurts me. It's like he's neither good nor bad.

By the way, is there anything like a Guardian Demon? This sounds completely stupid, I know, but could it be? Didn't find anything on Google...

I said the fabrication could be being made by this entity with or without intention. He may be stringing you a web of lies. He may not know himself what he is doing (doubtful) I can tell you are not lying. You are telling the truth as you know it. My issue is with this entity. I have very good insight into most things and yes there are times I've been wrong. In fact I will be the first to admit my false accusations if they prove to be incorrect. I will also apologize as well. But, in the very pit of my soul I sense something is wrong here.

[at] redphx

I suppose I can't change your mind, I don't want to either, I'm just able to swear it's not a fabrication. I'd never be able to make jokes about that. I dreamt what I wrote in here, I felt what I wrote in here. And be sure I'm not naive. I went through to much to allow myself being naive. But if it's your opinion, keep it. I did not think this story was so interesting, and I'm still amazed how many comments it had when I looked in here again.

[at] otteer

Thanks to you.

I'll keep you updated as good as possible. Like I already said, I'm planning to try some EVP with my cell phone recording tonight. I'm excited if I catch any answers.

You're right, she's really a sweetheart, I feel for her like a twin who's six years older than me 😊

I try to answer as good as possible, it took me one and a half hours to write that long post I published before, but I tried to answer every question as detailed as I could remember 😊

lady night,

Sounds like you have an excellent head on your shoulders and have considered all the possiblities. I'm so happy you have family in your sister and she is there for you all the time, she does sound like a sweetie! I had a being of light appear to me one night, no form just an oval 3 foot high glow of light, it gave me a tremendous (sp) feeling of peace, I never saw it again but maybe it was a reminder that I am the center of my being and I can handle anything if I wish it so. I too like the sound of Lucius, its a beautiful name. We just don't know what is and isn't in regards to an angel or gaurdian, it is all based on the written word of others, only we can determine its true identity, and, since SOMETHING created us all, no, I don't think it would hurt to ask it if it is a LOVING being of the creator. Hugs and thanks so much for interacting with us, this is going on my favs... Please keep us updated and sending healing thoughts to your mother and protective cyber vibes to you! ❤

I keep reading this one over and over. My impressions that I am getting are strange. I don't know what to say about this one yet. I "feel" that this is a fabrication in a way. Whether the fabrication is by you or this being. Whether the fabrication is intentional or not. I know this experience is not angel related and it doesn't seem demon related either. Maybe it's just your naivety and innocence that I am sensing. Something here is wrong and I can't quite figure it out.

Hi Lady_Night,

Thank you for posting back it is always nice when someone has posted a story and is prepared to post on others comments and join in the discussion.
I am so pleased you have your sister she sounds like a sweetheart I am only sorry that your mother is unable to be there for you as you need. Dont get me wrong I am not dissing your mum as everyone knows there is no manual that comes with the baby 😊

[at] Gizzy

First, thank you.

Yes, I have many people to talk to in real life, I mean, people I can see 😊

I've got a few very close friends, I can always talk to them, and I've got my sister, and I secretly call my sister my human Guardian Angel, she helped me a lot, she's six years older than me and she went through almost everything I went through. We're chatting on Skype almost every day, and if she's to busy with University, she will text me asking me how I am and if anything is wrong and she's the only person I tell what's wrong. So don't worry, even if I lose Lucius, I'm not all alone.

By the way, my parents just had a pointless fight on the phone. Happy I didn't hear it through my headphones, I was listening to music. My mother shouted at me without any reason after she hung up. She tends to do this a lot, I think it's because of her depressions. Had the feeling of someone hugging me when she shouted at me. I'm sad I couldn't say "Hi" to Lucius.

I'm planning to do some EVP tonight in my Dad's Apartment. I wonder if I get any answers.

Lady night I feel for you with your mothers depression. It is bound to affect you and your perception of the world. Do you have someone who you can talk to about any issues? Someone who will be there for you? I hope that as you feel this is a good spririt as I have read countless times of spirits that have started off nice and slowly turned the tables and isolated the person so that they have no-one to turn to, saying this you seem to have a wise head on your shoulders so please keep us informed if anything changes for the worse and we will try to advise if needed.

Wow, so many comments. I'm amazed that there's so much interest for my story.

[at] otteer
I know about the connection between the name Lucifer and Lucius cause I just had to google that name after I read it. But I don't think it has much to do with the devil, like, it's just a name. Sure a name can tell much about a person, but, it doesn't have to. I love the name. If I'll have children in the future, I think I'd name my son Lucius. Lucifer is a beautiful name to, but it's too charged of that devil stuff to name a child like that, I think.
I'm not religious, I'm atheist, but I still can ask him if he likes God, I think. If he's friendly, he wouldn't mind me testing him, I suppose, would he?

[at] rookdygin
The legends about Guardian Angels or Guardian Spirits, I didn't find any, that was the first thing I searched for when I found something about Guardian Angels. And I promise I do aid myself, it's just good to know someone is here. I think too that he chose this appearance for me. He looks a bit like me, I'm just a little more tanned, and smaller, and my eyes are a bit like dark chocolate, dark, but not purely black. I have dark hair too, some weird mix between red, dark brown, and gold.
Just think he's my Guardian, don't know if he's an Angel, this term just gave me a clue of what he could be, so I used it in the headline. Maybe I'll ask him, or, well, say a question out loud and wait for an unspoken answer. I'll do when my mum isn't able to hear it, she heard me talking to Lucius once when I was in my room and she thought I was mad.

[at] ZiShu
About the devil in disguise, I'm completely aware of what Lucius could be. His appearing sure isn't the appearing an Angel would have, I know. Like I said, he looks quite similar to me, maybe he chose this appearance because of that. By the way, I can't remember he even had wings. And if they were black, I'm sure I could remember this, I remembered the whole details of his appearance cause, like I said, it freaked me out at the first second, and a black-winged person standing in front of my window and then in my room would have freaked me out, be sure.

[at] lynrinth
I promise I'll trust my gut in the future, like I always did in the past. If Lucius ever will show up again, and tries to do something bad to me, harm me or touch me if I don't want, I promise I'll shout the name of God in his face just as loud as I can, to see if he will be scared or mad, and if he is, I'll send him away at once.
I can survive quite a bit of trouble on my own, I have to tell you, I almost died when my mother was pregnant with me, she got her period and the doctors said she should pray for her unborn child, which was me, and obviously she did, I'm here and I'm alive. This made me think I'm some kind of survivor. If I just keep saying that I'm strong, I'll never lose my strength.

By the way, he helped me again this morning. I fell asleep at about 2pm last night, there was a HUGE thunderstorm right above our house and it didn't move for about half an hour. I overslept and woke up by my bed shaking slightly one time. When I dashed up, and looked onto the clock, I had just 15 minutes to get ready for school, which is exactly the time I need to get ready if I hurry up. Could it be that Lucius shook the bed, cause there was a class test in the first lesson, and without my bed shaking, I'd probably have missed it. However, I'm quite happy the bed shook me awake.

Sorry for this long comment, I wanted to make sure I'll answer everybody's question. I hope I didn't miss anyone in this answer. If I missed someone, please post again if you have a question, I'll answer as soon as possible.

After reading this experience a few times through I wish to put forth an idea...

This experience is not typical for a Guardian Angel but more in line with a Guardian Spirit...

Are there any mytho's or stories concerning Protective Spirit's in Germany? If so do any of them resemble your experience? Research 'Earth Spirit's' in particular.

Horns and 'Black Eye's' are not always indicators of an 'evil entity' There are times when 'First Impressions' can really help determine if a visitation was from an 'Friendly' or a 'Not So Friendly' Spirit.

In this experience the Spirit chose a form that caught the O/P attention and allowed it to bring 'peace' to her thoughts. As far as 'His' name goes... Again the Spirit may have picked something familiar to the O/P...in this case a name from a 'favorite' book.

Please keep us updated and as helpful as this spirit has been speaking to a professional concerning the depression is not a bad thing to do. My Daughter (who is 15) was recently taken off of anti-depressive drugs because her regular doctor noticed her 'cycle' was off... (21 days one month... 30 the next... 25 the next) he suggested birth control pills to help balance the hormones (no she is not 'active') and therapy sessions... So the anti-depressive she was on was replaced by Birth Control pills and she began seeing her psychologist again...it's been 3 month's and she feels she is doing much better...

I tell that tale because while Spirit's can aid us / guide us. We must be able to aid ourselves as they may be guiding us towards more conventional means of 'Help'.

Respectfully,

Rook

To me this doesn't seem like a Guardian Angel but a Devil in disguise of an Angel. Demons and devils have black or red eyes depending on their mood. Especially when you mention horns, some male devils and demons have horns. He most likely took that form to make you feel comfortable. I've known Angels who use to be demons, and they still don't even look anything like that. What are the color of this Angel's wings if you remember? If he has black to them, it steers more towards the direction of him being a demon, but he can also simply fake it to be white. There is only one way to find out, is to test this "Angel" to see if it's on the side of God. I've met many Guardian Angels, and none have fit this description.

It possible that this is your guardian angel. It good to know that your happy now but still be careful.
Good luck and keeps us posted 😊

Hmmm the horns bugged me too and the black eyes and black hair. I suppose because we always see them depicted as light and bright, and the discriptions I read are always light hair and eyes. (victim of media lol)

The name is beautiful, closely connected to Lucifer, but remember Lucifer was Gods most beloved Angel until he fell away, then his name was taken away from him and he was called Satan. Lucius comes from the Latin dirivitive "lux" which means "light" this is true. However "Lucius", "Lucian", and particularly "Lucien" actually, literally translates as "light bearer" or in the case of "Lucien", literally "bearer of light". Amazing stuff that you can google.

I agree though with others, be careful. I'm glad this being makes you happy, if it is truley good it wouldn't mind if you test it, if you are religious, asking it if it is loving being of God, and if not, it needs to go away. People who are sad and depressed are often taken advantage of by humans as well as entities. Try and find strength in friendships, outdoor activities and the love of family. You know God is always with you, you are never alone! ❤

well, just be safe... 😐 to gain something of equal value must be lost; but I guess you already lost that. Be happy be safe! 😉

Ummmm...yeah. Well, this 'being' appears to be comforting. Which is good. But... Your description is, troubling, at best. But it's also true, just because he has horns, doesn't make him bad. Just... Be careful. I hope it isn't a spirit pretending to be comforting... Than turns out to be something else. Um, just be yourself, know that you ARE a strong person, you survived a bout of depression, you can just about survive anything, in my mind. Well, watch and observe, and be true to yourself, and trust your gut. Always trust your gut. If at anytime it screams BEWARE, listen to it. No matter what. Use good common sense, and good luck.

At first, when you said horns, I was like no, not your guardian angel. But, when you said that you felt safe, and you were okay the next day, I changed my mind. I do admit, the horns are a little weird. 😨 I've seen my guardian, (a future story for this website) and she had flowers, yes flowers, in her hair. 😆

Wow, the bracelet thing is cool. Thanks for sharing. If you have any other encounters with Lucius, please, tell us! We would all love to hear it, I'm sure. 😊

Yeah, the horns made me kind of sceptic first, but I don't think horns are always a sign of something bad, they were rather small and white, didn't remind me of any devilish horns I've ever seen, they were quite beautiful to me instead.

There are always some small experiences, like the MP3 thing, I've got a new one cause I accidentally dropped the last one and it still switches between sad and happy songs with the same funny noise that always makes me laugh if it happens, it just sounds too ridiculous, I wish you could hear it 😊

One day, I was searching for a bracelet my sister gave to me, and couldn't find it, I already thought I had lost it and was almost crying, when a sudden noise on my table made me jump, and there the bracelet was, on my table, and I swear I had searched there three times or so.

I also noticed that every day I'm sad the sunset will be very beautiful. Maybe someone wants to make me happy, cause I really love sunsets, I wish I could take a photo of every sunset I see 😊

I'll keep you posted about further experiences.

Nice story. Good detail. The horns part is rather curious, but who's to say that having horns is a sign of something bad? I'm glad you have something there for you when you feel sad. Depression is a very serious disease and it affects everyone in the household. I hope you keep us posted if you have any further experiences.